I figure maybe someone should know about the facts of my life.
I have been put on a new medication. The second. The first was apparently not working. That is it i guess.

there is so much. too much

i'm a little bit affraid to turn arround right now because feel like therte is someone behind me. hm.

Unhappy.
Upset.
tired.

Everyone is running arround pretending and trying thier hardest to be as grown up as possible. And i'm doing it too. I just want to go to sleep.

/birthday: august 22, 1984 ( Read more... )

So many problems. Everyones got em. I can't even take the small ones but for some reason i don't care about the big picture. I'm really tired of yeah whatever. I'm just tired of stuff. It all sucks. It is all whatever. I'm so good at life and don't suck. I'm totally the best. And way hot. And everything does work out even the one or two things that ( Read more... )

i'm tired. and bored. and i have gotten into the habbit of eating anything that tastes good when i have nothing else to do. I am really tired but not because i can't help it. I have let myself slip back into tired. It is comforting. I am losing again.

I have noticed that it is only painfully obvious that life has no meaning when i have no stories to read.

Possibly the worst part of being alone is when you realize there is no one to tell.