I'm stressed out.

i wish my dad was here...
he'd understand what was going on.
he'd help.
things would change.

I hate things so much.
i wanna get away.
but theres no way out.
i'm stranded in a place i dont wanna be in anymore.
i'm sick of this 'everyday life'

.... yeah its been a long long time!

Things have been weirdevery morning i wake up, looking forward to go downstairs and say good morning to my dad. Nothings there. I just get the empty feeling in my body everytime. I'm still waiting for him to come walking through my front door, and to say, "guys, i'm home" so until that day, i won't ever be ( Read more... )

This was the most horrible week i've ever had
here it goes...

MondayI went into work at 10 and got called out at 1130-12 saying i had a emergency. First thing i thought was my dad and my grandmom. Rosie ran into my work and out i ran into the car. Straight to my grandmoms house we went and i knew she had passed away. Family was there, together ( Read more... )

lately things have been pretty bad ( Read more... )

Tuesday i had work 9-1 .. got payed so after work i went to the bank. Mom put money in my account to so that was good stuff <3 after that we went looking for a car for me. came home and me and rosie went to the mall, got our nails done. came home and wayne called me :) i was so happy he was home, so he picked me up and we went out to eat. Rosie & ( Read more... )

Thursday went to PCJ with Rosie & Uhh. met up with Bruno & Nick. Mister was there :) they all played and then girlyfriend and manda showed up. Me Uhh & Rosie left, i spent the night at Waynes house <3 woke up to Rosie calling/texting me so she came and picked me up and we came home. Got ready and went to Colonial. After the diner i went back over ( Read more... )

Woke up pretty late Friday. Didnt have work .. got ready and went over to Krystals. We were both upstairs getting ready when before we left we remember we left the puppy outside !! good thing it didnt run away haha it was sitting upfront. Rosie & Glenn picked us up and we dropped glenn off then went to the diner and got something to eat. took ( Read more... )

I had work all week. got payed Tuesday <3 woo hoo! everything was good until after work :(

came home after work and got ready. Wayne came over <3 along with a teddy bear he got me :) haha and then we waited for rosie to come back home. We left and went to Matts to say goodbye

Matt Murphywhere to begin ( Read more... )

Its been awhile .. here we goooo

11thi had work all week. I wanted to go down the shore for 2 days with Rosie Matt & Wayne but i couldnt :( Wayne thought he had work too but ended up he didnt. Sooo Wednesday after work my mama and i decided to go get our hair cut haha. iunno. after that girlyfriend came and picked me up :) dropped me off at ( Read more... )

Sunday
after mafia day .. Wayne & Ash came over. Ash left and wayne stayed :) we orderd food and layed around for the night.. it was a good time though <33

Monday
woke up pretty late and did a buncha nothing. Didnt have work which was good stuff. got ready and got dropped off at waynes. we went to the fireworks <3 after that we went back to his ( Read more... )