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-finding nemo comes out in november.
party at my house.i have six ticket stubs from that movie.i swear i almost peed my pants like 50 times during it.and i fought off 5 year olds for front row seats.yeahh.
-homecoming is the 20th.i'm going.this is big news for me.what the heck do you wear to homecoming?
-I GOT A JOB TODAY! at this new coffee shop that will be opening in October. its called "Enzos"[sp?].i am super excited.
-my mind is in ten different places all at once these days.i had an anxiety attack a couple of weeks ago.[not a really bad one] i just got short of breath and started feeling all paranoid and stuff.it was really scary..it made me realize i need to stop worrying about things all the time and just live for now.[ha].after it happened my mom asked me if i needed to see a therapist to fix everything.i tried to tell her i wasnt broken.
-i have to turn in two writing pieces tomorrow..i applied for editor of the creative writing club.i won't get it.i don't have structured writing.and i don't write ghey ass poems about the sun and the flowers and how no one excepts me.we'll see how that one goes.
-i'm going to go to the art museum sometime really soon.does anyone want to join me?we'll have a grand time.we'll get coffee, and talk like wealthy educated people.better yet, lets make everyone think we're english.yes.
-i cried at the grocery store the other day.this dad was holding his little girl's hand, and he told her not to let go cause he didn't want to lose her.she had on a pink fluffy dress.i had a dress like that when i was little.and i'm sure my dad held my hand then,but only because my mom told him to.and i'm pretty sure he never said"i don't want to lose you".because he definitley let go a long time ago.its all the sudden hitting me hard,that i haven't spoken to my dad in 8 years.he sent me one birthday card when i was 8.asshole.my mom asked me what the matter was when she noticed the tears.i told her my bangs poked me in the eye again..for the sake of avoiding the "therapist talk" again.i don't know whats wrong with me.
-i love betsy and lindsey and sara.i don't know if they know this.but they have a big gold star next to their name in my book.those gals are great.
-i went to the orthodontist today.i have maroon rubber bands.he said i'll get my braces off in late spring.my teeth hurt.
thats all.
+vanessa.michelle.goetsch+
party at my house.i have six ticket stubs from that movie.i swear i almost peed my pants like 50 times during it.and i fought off 5 year olds for front row seats.yeahh.
-homecoming is the 20th.i'm going.this is big news for me.what the heck do you wear to homecoming?
-I GOT A JOB TODAY! at this new coffee shop that will be opening in October. its called "Enzos"[sp?].i am super excited.
-my mind is in ten different places all at once these days.i had an anxiety attack a couple of weeks ago.[not a really bad one] i just got short of breath and started feeling all paranoid and stuff.it was really scary..it made me realize i need to stop worrying about things all the time and just live for now.[ha].after it happened my mom asked me if i needed to see a therapist to fix everything.i tried to tell her i wasnt broken.
-i have to turn in two writing pieces tomorrow..i applied for editor of the creative writing club.i won't get it.i don't have structured writing.and i don't write ghey ass poems about the sun and the flowers and how no one excepts me.we'll see how that one goes.
-i'm going to go to the art museum sometime really soon.does anyone want to join me?we'll have a grand time.we'll get coffee, and talk like wealthy educated people.better yet, lets make everyone think we're english.yes.
-i cried at the grocery store the other day.this dad was holding his little girl's hand, and he told her not to let go cause he didn't want to lose her.she had on a pink fluffy dress.i had a dress like that when i was little.and i'm sure my dad held my hand then,but only because my mom told him to.and i'm pretty sure he never said"i don't want to lose you".because he definitley let go a long time ago.its all the sudden hitting me hard,that i haven't spoken to my dad in 8 years.he sent me one birthday card when i was 8.asshole.my mom asked me what the matter was when she noticed the tears.i told her my bangs poked me in the eye again..for the sake of avoiding the "therapist talk" again.i don't know whats wrong with me.
-i love betsy and lindsey and sara.i don't know if they know this.but they have a big gold star next to their name in my book.those gals are great.
-i went to the orthodontist today.i have maroon rubber bands.he said i'll get my braces off in late spring.my teeth hurt.
thats all.
+vanessa.michelle.goetsch+