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[thislittlefish]

sometimes at least we lived before we died isnt enough when i have to make it through the most difficult days ive ever met half alive. thats how i feel. half of me is gone, sometimes i need to you to make me feel like this is ok, that this has reason and purpose and a reason for so many days when i have to run three miles but i cant breathe. even

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[beautyisagony]

i am waiting for something to go wrong.

i shouldn't though.

[beautyisagony]

don't be scared that this is over, because the there has to be a few more chapters in for us. don't be afraid of what the next one will be, because we'll make it through, together we'll make it through. Lately, it seems like i've been waiting for something to go wrong. Something like you telling me you had a boyfriend or you weren't interested in me anymore, and i felt jealous for no reason. I shouldn't wait for something to go wrong, because its always been right with us. Thats what we tried to do in the first place, something real, something based on trust, and faith and love, and it hurts so much to try and be this person because its not what i've known. Theres no telling whats in store for the next chapter, but i'll tell you this, i'd be more than willing to read it with you. I love you now, i love you later, always and forever. please dont be afraid, write to me