soo.
i've pretty much decided that johnny is adorable.
& um.
we're gonna travel & see the world together someday.

his "take care, pretty girl."
before i hung up, made me smile.
but then again.
i'm pretty sure i've been smiling since i first heard his voice.

:]

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i looove snow.<3

very much.

buttt.
i can't seem to get my mind off him.
& i hate how i feel so hurt,
and used?

i like to think that what sheridan told me last night was true..
& maybe part of it was,
but only he knows what, & how he feels.

it's funny how
i didn't even realize just how much i liked him,
until it was gone.what is wrong with me ( Read more... )

what a night.

FUCK.

allyear,
i've been sliding by,
not doing my homework.
thinking i'm getting reasonably good grades because of my tests, & quizzes.
& now.
now when i look my grades up online,
what do i see?
D
D-
A
B-
C-
D
C-
A-

wtffff.
i can't get grades like this.
why can't i do my homework?

SKLADFHASDKLFHLASDIFHILASDLSDHFKfKLAWERF!!!!!!!

It hurts the most
when you think you know something, or someone,
and they let you down,
and then you wonder,
what exactly were those days you spent together?
did it even mean anything?
& now that it's over,
how can you just forget about it?
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new hairrrrrrrrr!


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winter much?

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It's funny how emotions are probably the most complicated things.
& feeling them isn't even simple.
As days go by, i get weaker, stronger, wiser, sadder, happier.
I can't even balance myself out.
I get annoyed with who i am.
Who i am?
I barely even know me.
Who does know me ( Read more... )

yesterday was funnn.♥

bryan & i drank chai tea lattes,
& ran around jefferson elementrys playground
swinging && talking.

then once it got dark out, i went over to lizzys
where we watched scary movies
& ate apple pie. :]]

i didn't tell my mom i was spending the night there though,
so she got mad, & she's making me cleancleanclean.once i finish ( Read more... )