it still doesnt explain why you havent said anything to me in like....6 days.

i didnt do anything you to. turn away? from what...you walked out the door without a goodbye, a kiss, or so much as a fuck you...your gone, and no calls, you come back...not even a hello...im glad your well....

im not a victim, but neither am i the gun slinger.

my mom ran into someone i used to goto school with at work today. its funny because my parents live in carson city nevada...weird ( Read more... )

like the throw up in the back of your throat you fight to keep down.

its a dream...its a dream.

WAKE UP!

how can one live so misceheviously, so miserably, so wanting, and unnerved.

you crave her. you crave something new. you crave it.

but will you still lust, admire, obtain,

that which is dead.

its ugly here..but its still hot. dumb ( Read more... )

so i get a call two days ago from a director i worked with a couple of weeks ago...and askes me to do some makeup on a film shes working on because they forgot to take care of the makeup end of things...and so i get to work last night ( Read more... )

hondouras...september...me...huge bees...FUCK YES.

i just picked up my phone and the screen said "..." story of my life. haha.

my website is being built as we speak...so ill post a link when its all pretty.its my work website..

i need visitors..

i know what you were thinking...even though you didnt want to say it....

and you'll get what you want...someday. the others did.

i just hope you remember what happened the first time, and obvisouly time again.

i guess im just fucking stupid. just like last time.

i will be in tracy tonight because i have some time off....and my parents are selling their house so this could be the last time im there for a long while.

call me if ya'l wanna do something. you have the number...

HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY AMBER HUX-AMOUS!!!!

-amber and her two freinds came and visted this weekend...it was a lot of fun. we went to show for evans band....im not sure what they are going by officially...but they were amazing. i havent been to a good show in a LOOOOOOOOOOOOONG time ( Read more... )