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We've broken up. Right before exams too.
I feel like I should let everyone know. I don't want her to cry because of me. So nobody should remind her of me. Fuck, I feel like a horrible person. Actually, I KNOW I'm a horrible person. Why the hell did you break up with her? It was the right thing, sure, but was it? Yeah, contradictory statement. Brilliant. What the hell do I tell the general public? I'm not bloody responsible for informing them. But I only want the best for her! >_< I love her like a sister. Not like a girlfriend.
Why do I keep thinking about Claire?
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Hello. Everyone having a better day than I am?
ooc: Matty is going to be full swing interacting with a lot of people, because he feels like he should live, and not wallow. If someone sees him wallowing, and tells Courtney, he'll never forgive himself.
I feel like I should let everyone know. I don't want her to cry because of me. So nobody should remind her of me. Fuck, I feel like a horrible person. Actually, I KNOW I'm a horrible person. Why the hell did you break up with her? It was the right thing, sure, but was it? Yeah, contradictory statement. Brilliant. What the hell do I tell the general public? I'm not bloody responsible for informing them. But I only want the best for her! >_< I love her like a sister. Not like a girlfriend.
Why do I keep thinking about Claire?
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Hello. Everyone having a better day than I am?
ooc: Matty is going to be full swing interacting with a lot of people, because he feels like he should live, and not wallow. If someone sees him wallowing, and tells Courtney, he'll never forgive himself.