august seventh, two thousand four:

[thisnothingface]

I've once again made my mark. This time, there will hopefully not be any changes for a good while. In a strange way, I'm content with the surrounding world... but in the same instance, I'm quite sick of how things are turning out. Depression... boredom... and the same cheap cigarettes day after day. I feel like I'm living inside some twisted dream

Comments

Advice

[anonymous]

I feel the same way, in differant ways. But mostly relative. I can change them, and thats what I am doing. I see that you say you are going to, but are you just going to say so? A cut can bleed forever, and your blood will drain. Do you know what that means? It probably makes a lot of sense to you, in your own sort of fashion.To me, it is a reminder. That cuts bleeding, and I need to do something about it. It can stop bleeding, because it can bleed forever.If it stops bleeding, then my blood will not drain. It is just like geometry 101. That's how life is. Every thing has a cause and an effect. What ever you cause will effect you. Everything that effects you will cause you to effect. It makes perfect logical sense. If you can relate to this, then you will over come your feelings of loss. Then, you can create things that will make you happy and at ease. So your out come can be what you expect it to be, not an unworthy surprise. It's that simple, thisnothingface. Your causes will follow with effects. How you put out those causes is up

Re: Advice

[thisnothingface]

Well, in everything that means something, people will find happiness, and that's where you're right. I've been tinkering around with some things I remember feeling years ago, when I write my songs now... it's definately opened up a few new avenues for my creative side. And furthermore, I'm thankful for it. Music has been the bane of my existance at certain times. Not because I hate it, which I never have!, but because I love it so that when people get theirselves in a commitment that involves me, I usually end up getting ditched because someone's too lazy to continue being dedicated to their inspiration.

Anyway, thanks for posting that, you not only brightened my morning, in that you showed me there are some people who see things in more than just one way, but you also posted that exactly when I'm needing it the most. I get these occasional nervous break-downs, that overpower everything in my life... it's not too bad, though, but yeah I dunno... I'm just sick.

Anyway, I'm now inspired for some more writing... thank you.

Re: Advice

[anonymous]

No problem, Kasey.Im not going to post on my livejournal account when I say stuff like that. I just wanted to write you and tell you what it tears me up when you feel like that, and I want to help you anyway I can. I thought it was good advice. :). It was inspired by my bashed up knee. The left one. Ha, It was good seeing you yesterday. I hope I can inspire you to do more.

Re: Advice

[thisnothingface]

Sorry to ask this, but who are you? I'd like a name to go with the actually good advice.

well

[devotchka16]

I havent heard anything from you in a long time... But I am sure you have your reasons....Ha ha...Guess what?!?!? I am going to California.....I hope you are proud, darling....He he...Well I graduated...Life is surely great....I was hoping to see you before I left, but then I realized what I was doing..Have fun in Florida or where ever you are going....or at...Spike is coming to get your stuff from my parents house soon...I hope he decides to get it from me before I leave...I hope you dont get mad at me for this... But I am gonna keep your guitar...I am learning fast...I can play the song "Say It Aint So" by weezer....*big cheezy smile*...maybe you will see me on MTV one day... my stage name will be....Amerosa...ha, just kidding....thats already taken...Im sure I will find someway to get online and what not in so-cal...If not..Run in to ya later, doll...Toodles...(LOOK FOR MY SS CARD PLEASE....I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE IT WHEN I LEAVE..)