august eleventh, two thousand four...

[thisnothingface]

It has begun. Another sunrise has come and ended with just another sunset, and so will be the pattern long after this physical blob of mechanicalized cells and tissues has gone. I'm tired, my mind has become weary of things that are held in high regard by many, and I'm sick to death of seeing the same things that have filled my life even to this

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Something has to matter

[anonymous]

Nothing matters to you? I have felt like that, too.(In regaurds to the previous post.)If you think about it, you have to worry about everything, right? Pretend to throw away something of value. It can be anything, but make sure it has an actual value to you. (Try your car!) Now think about what it helped you with, and what it did for you.(In the cars case, it took you places, and got you there faster than yourself could have done so.) You miss it, don't you? All those great times that you had with it are gone. You can never see it again. How do you feel? Upset, right? Or do you simply just not care? What does it feel like not to have it? Do you feel as though there is a piece of you missing? Do you feel as though you're helpless without it? Try this now. Pretend that you have just recieved it back. It looks better now than before,although no changes were made to it since you threw it away. Its like the first time you ever laid eyes on it. You're around it and think, wow, its good to have this back. Did you feel relived? Or even

Re: Something has to matter

[thisnothingface]

You're pretty wise... whoever you are. ;)

Thanks for the advice, even further... but I'm not one who can control that. Even when I don't read, but a little into things, I still end up with that same pensive attitude as before. That's why I listen to music. I can sit and dwell on things, and no matter what I am thinking about, it's always got a purpose, a cause and effect, and a reason for why I feel good. Maybe I've thought about enough things to be happy, maybe I've just thought about the right things... but in all events, I am, enough anyway, content enough to carry on. ;)

last night...

[devotchka16]

Thanks for opening that new door for me last night....i really enjoyed it..*devilished grin* Cant wait to SEE you...