Drama.....yet afuckinggain
I lost the beginning part cuz i closed it on her. ::shrug:: wtvr. FUCK OFF.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:31:48 PM): i just went to say hello
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:35:59 PM): i know you dont wanna see me and what not... but I dont hate you... I'm still very much in love with u whether theres a reciprocal or not, i'm not looking for anything at all.... and if your nearby i fein to say hello, i wasnt trying to start trouble, but ur the one who said fuck off when u step out of the car... not me
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:38:02 PM): you can ignore me all you want, i just hope you read this.... i dont mean to be a bitch, im sorry im not taking things well and i hope you dont hate me either, despite all the fucked up things ive done... because i know part of you still has feelings
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:38:43 PM): and im sorry to bother u again.... night meg
SweeTincubabie20 (9:52:09 PM): yeh. i still "have feelings" but im not gonan put up with yer shit anymore. u dont walk up to me like im in ur fuckin territory. u dont cause a scene at my house. and u most definitly dont talk to me in a tone that makes me feel like ur puttingme down. i'm tired of u and ur overdramatic tendancies.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:52:28 PM): okay
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:52:44 PM): i still just wanted to say hello
SweeTincubabie20 (9:52:45 PM): u see me dont jet over to me like i intended to run into u.
SweeTincubabie20 (9:53:10 PM): im sure u did. just like u 'jsut wnted to say hello' this afternoon with ur fucking attitude about me going to the same eggers ive been going to for months.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:53:26 PM): i wasnt giving u an attitude
SweeTincubabie20 (9:53:39 PM): yeh babe. u were. whether u choose to realize it or not.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:53:45 PM): well im sorry then
SweeTincubabie20 (9:54:00 PM): "funny seeing u here....what are u doing here.....y dind t u just go to the one by ur place, huh?"
SweeTincubabie20 (9:54:05 PM): thats an attitude
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:54:12 PM): i wanted to say hello... the first thing u said to me was fuck off
SweeTincubabie20 (9:54:26 PM): cuz i dont want to be bothered with u at all right now.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:54:29 PM): am i supposed to walk away
SweeTincubabie20 (9:54:40 PM): yeah after the shit u pulled at my house u have no choice.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:54:58 PM): ... fine
SweeTincubabie20 (9:55:51 PM): u dont treat me like i someone you dont know and disrespect me and act like ur better than me and expect me to want u around.
SweeTincubabie20 (9:56:06 PM): uve gotta be fuckin shittin me if u even have the slightest notion of it.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:56:17 PM): no i dont think you do
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:56:23 PM): i dont blame you
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:56:33 PM): but i still wanted to say hi
SweeTincubabie20 (9:56:38 PM): great. hi.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:57:33 PM): ::sigh::
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:58:52 PM): well.... i apologize for wasting ur time
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:59:00 PM): as ive always done
SweeTincubabie20 (9:59:10 PM): lately
SweeTincubabie20 (9:59:12 PM): u have been
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:59:33 PM): its not just lately
SweeTincubabie20 (10:02:27 PM): nope. cuz when we togather at least u taught me a bit.
SweeTincubabie20 (10:02:42 PM): now ur just getting on my nerves with ur inability to handle things the mature way
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:02:59 PM): ::nod::
SweeTincubabie20 (10:03:15 PM): i mean i know ur starved for attention to begin with
SweeTincubabie20 (10:03:18 PM): but dont over do it.
SweeTincubabie20 (10:03:25 PM): its just makes ur situation worse
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:04:08 PM): i know
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:05:39 PM): well
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:05:43 PM): i guess im gunna go
SweeTincubabie20 (10:06:00 PM): see ya
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:06:21 PM): i know you dont wanna hear it
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:06:30 PM): but you looked amazing today
SweeTincubabie20 (10:06:47 PM): thanks. i really dont wnna hear it
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:07:19 PM): you wont even let me be nice
SweeTincubabie20 (10:07:46 PM): cuz i dont want anything from u rite now. u treat me like shit for no reason and u think being nice telling me i looked good is gonna make anything better.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:07:54 PM): no i dont
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:08:06 PM): i know it wont make anything better
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:08:21 PM): i just dont like keeping things like that to myself
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:08:35 PM): i never did.... you know that
SweeTincubabie20 (10:08:43 PM): yeh
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:09:06 PM): i dont expect u to bow down over a compliment or anything
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:09:11 PM): im just speaking my mind
SweeTincubabie20 (10:09:14 PM): ok
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:10:28 PM): and im sorry u feel i treat u like shit.... i disagree on a whole but i know i have done it on numerous occasions
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:10:40 PM): today wasnt one of them
SweeTincubabie20 (10:11:06 PM): it was to me.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:11:13 PM): well atleast i didnt mean to
SweeTincubabie20 (10:11:22 PM): then u need to be more aware of how u act
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:11:30 PM): but telling me to fuck off right away
SweeTincubabie20 (10:11:38 PM): cuz i wanted u to leave me alone.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:11:39 PM): you could have at least said what do u want
SweeTincubabie20 (10:11:42 PM): i had enuff of ur shit
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:11:48 PM): forever?
SweeTincubabie20 (10:11:55 PM): at the moment yeah
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:12:07 PM): at the moment, forever, yeah?
SweeTincubabie20 (10:12:13 PM): yes.
SweeTincubabie20 (10:12:46 PM): i dont want to talk to u if i see u im not gonna say hi i dont want u to exist to me right now. u pulled what Dawn pulled on me in November but with ur its far worse even if u didnt 'mean for it to be like that"
SweeTincubabie20 (10:12:47 PM): too bad.
SweeTincubabie20 (10:13:14 PM): u dont tell me i'm a loser that i have no friends i'll always hang out with the same ppl
SweeTincubabie20 (10:13:16 PM): fuck you
SweeTincubabie20 (10:13:23 PM): you dont know SHIT about anything thats been going on in my life
SweeTincubabie20 (10:13:29 PM): i DONT put everything in my journal
SweeTincubabie20 (10:13:49 PM): so dont tell me u kno me and my rfiends and what i do based on what i post
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:17:49 PM): okay..
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:18:56 PM): well can u block me from everything
SweeTincubabie20 (10:19:10 PM): nope
SweeTincubabie20 (10:19:24 PM): im not making my journal friends only b/c u cant NOT read it
SweeTincubabie20 (10:19:29 PM): and im not blockin u on aim
SweeTincubabie20 (10:19:33 PM): i just have u off my BL
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:19:54 PM): ok
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:23:46 PM): i wish i could want u to not exist to me
SweeTincubabie20 (10:25:08 PM): u really should consider that when u decide to play "lets see how muhc ew can piss megan off" next time.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:25:36 PM): well have i ever thought before i did things
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:25:40 PM): biggest flaw
SweeTincubabie20 (10:25:54 PM): u should fucking learn. u were all 'im gonna start changing myself" a week or so ago.
SweeTincubabie20 (10:26:00 PM): try sticking to something for once.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:26:01 PM): well i have
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:26:19 PM): for like 3 days
SweeTincubabie20 (10:26:24 PM): thats fuckin nice.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:26:35 PM): its good for me
SweeTincubabie20 (10:26:45 PM): yeah
SweeTincubabie20 (10:26:46 PM): u
SweeTincubabie20 (10:26:52 PM): not the rest of the ppl that put up with ur shit
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:27:19 PM): which isnt many
SweeTincubabie20 (10:27:38 PM): some of them actualy were supposed to mean somehting to u tho.
SweeTincubabie20 (10:27:44 PM): gues u didnt consider them either.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:27:50 PM): like
SweeTincubabie20 (10:28:00 PM): me.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:28:23 PM): well you arent a 'them'
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:33:11 PM): so.... exactly how much do u hate me
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:34:55 PM): ?
SweeTincubabie20 (10:35:12 PM): meh. a fair amount.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:36:35 PM): fair as in from 1-10 a 4?
SweeTincubabie20 (10:37:27 PM): like a 5.5
SweeTincubabie20 (10:37:32 PM): so i guess thats not "fair"
SweeTincubabie20 (10:37:43 PM): moderate?
SweeTincubabie20 (10:37:47 PM): is that it?
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:37:53 PM): i guess
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:38:06 PM): do u hate me more than half amount of hatage
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:38:29 PM): so*
SweeTincubabie20 (10:38:30 PM): i hate u enuff to tell u to stop talking to me cuz there's no point to it
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:38:43 PM): well im being pretty civil
SweeTincubabie20 (10:39:14 PM): that doesnt mean i want to talk to u
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:39:22 PM): well i know u dont want to
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:39:41 PM): but ur not ignoring me
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:39:49 PM): which means u cant not wanna talk to me that badly
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:41:15 PM): i just caught myself into a trap i guess
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:41:18 PM): lol
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:43:43 PM): which i guess this makes it a good time to shut up since ur not bemused
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:44:09 PM): which im not trying to do
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:44:36 PM): but i dont think its pointless talking to u
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:44:54 PM): unless im annoying you... which i hope im not cuz im tryin to be civil
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:47:32 PM): which saves u the trouble of dealing with a schizo freak such as myself
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:49:04 PM): but... ummmmmmmm.... thats fine cuz u have everyright to do it.... more importantly... i should be on some type of anti-anxiety medication because im much more reasonable when im calm, dont u agree
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:50:14 PM): i knew you would... and hey... now u know what its like being in my head.... sitting here conversating with myself... its been like that always... just wish i had a megan in there too.... she seemed to un-polarize me well
SweeTincubabie20 (10:52:01 PM): im not ur fucking medication.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:52:11 PM): i didnt say that
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:52:13 PM): im ranting
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:53:12 PM): anyways
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:53:13 PM): i got u to answer :oP
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:53:55 PM): and ur still not bemused
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:53:56 PM): anyways
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:54:02 PM): im gunna shut up now
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:54:48 PM): your probably either sitting there getting angry, laughing at just how pathetic i truely am or ur smirking cuz part of u doesnt hate me
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:55:25 PM): tho i dont wanna hear which it is
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:57:04 PM): but i just want u to know however bitchy i act and all the fucking thoughtless bullshit i do and have done i do apologize for, whether it can fix things or not, i know it cant but i want u to know how i feel.... and yes, im still crazy about u.... i dream of u every night, think of you every day...... and yet again im just speaking my mind
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:57:11 PM): goodnight...
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:57:57 PM): "the truth is you could slit my throat, and with my one last gasping breath, I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt."
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:58:00 PM): goodnight
HAHAH! This some funny shit !!!
SweeTincubabie20 (1:06:10 AM): WHOA WHOA WHOA THEA KILLA.
WohopCharlie (1:08:41 AM): LOL IS THAT BORIS KUDINSKY
SweeTincubabie20 (1:09:15 AM): HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHHHAHA wtf u know him??? LMAO
WohopCharlie (1:09:26 AM): HE WAS ON MY BASEBALL TEAM IN 9TH GRADE
WohopCharlie (1:09:29 AM): HES SO DUMB
SweeTincubabie20 (1:09:38 AM): HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 oh shit thats fuckin histerical.
WohopCharlie (1:09:44 AM): THE COACH CALLED HIM A RETART
WohopCharlie (1:09:55 AM): HE WAS LIKE 70 YRS OLD
WohopCharlie (1:09:59 AM): AND GOES BORIS WHAT R U A RETART
WohopCharlie (1:10:06 AM): BORIS JUST STOOD THERE CONFUSED
WohopCharlie (1:10:08 AM): I LIKE BORIS HTO
SweeTincubabie20 (1:10:09 AM): lmao!
WohopCharlie (1:10:21 AM): HIS GF IS BI
SweeTincubabie20 (1:10:58 AM): yeh? ....wuts her name again
SweeTincubabie20 (1:10:59 AM): ?
WohopCharlie (1:11:03 AM): I DUNNO
WohopCharlie (1:11:04 AM): DONT KNO HER
WohopCharlie (1:11:15 AM): DOES BORIS KO
WohopCharlie (1:11:16 AM): KNO
SweeTincubabie20 (1:11:26 AM): wuts she look like
WohopCharlie (1:11:33 AM): RED HAIR RITE
WohopCharlie (1:12:05 AM): I THOUGHT U KNWE HER
SweeTincubabie20 (1:12:32 AM): dawn?
WohopCharlie (1:12:39 AM): HIS GF?
SweeTincubabie20 (1:13:10 AM): im asking cuz my "friend" dated two ilyas
WohopCharlie (1:13:20 AM): WHOS ILYA
SweeTincubabie20 (1:13:30 AM): oh sorry ! haha boris
SweeTincubabie20 (1:13:37 AM): i'm thinkin two differnt ppl.
SweeTincubabie20 (1:13:39 AM): same chick tho.
SweeTincubabie20 (1:13:40 AM): yeh
SweeTincubabie20 (1:13:42 AM): boris
WohopCharlie (1:13:43 AM): BORIS IS ENGAGED TO HER RITE
SweeTincubabie20 (1:13:43 AM): got it
SweeTincubabie20 (1:13:51 AM): fuck if i kno i dont really care.
WohopCharlie (1:13:58 AM): YEA WHAT IDIOTS
WohopCharlie (1:14:01 AM): WHO WANTS TO GET MARRIED
WohopCharlie (1:14:03 AM): AND IF SO
WohopCharlie (1:14:05 AM): Y SO YOUNG
WohopCharlie (1:14:21 AM): U TOO GET IT ON LOL
SweeTincubabie20 (1:14:48 AM): i not saying shit about them.
WohopCharlie (1:14:55 AM): U HAD A 3SOME!!!!!!!1
WohopCharlie (1:15:11 AM): FCKIN LUCKY BORIS
WohopCharlie (1:15:20 AM): THO I DONT THINK HE CAN COUNT TO 3
**Dawn isnt Bi. She's a fuckin POSER!**
Okay i'm done.
Nite, Love!
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:31:48 PM): i just went to say hello
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:35:59 PM): i know you dont wanna see me and what not... but I dont hate you... I'm still very much in love with u whether theres a reciprocal or not, i'm not looking for anything at all.... and if your nearby i fein to say hello, i wasnt trying to start trouble, but ur the one who said fuck off when u step out of the car... not me
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:38:02 PM): you can ignore me all you want, i just hope you read this.... i dont mean to be a bitch, im sorry im not taking things well and i hope you dont hate me either, despite all the fucked up things ive done... because i know part of you still has feelings
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:38:43 PM): and im sorry to bother u again.... night meg
SweeTincubabie20 (9:52:09 PM): yeh. i still "have feelings" but im not gonan put up with yer shit anymore. u dont walk up to me like im in ur fuckin territory. u dont cause a scene at my house. and u most definitly dont talk to me in a tone that makes me feel like ur puttingme down. i'm tired of u and ur overdramatic tendancies.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:52:28 PM): okay
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:52:44 PM): i still just wanted to say hello
SweeTincubabie20 (9:52:45 PM): u see me dont jet over to me like i intended to run into u.
SweeTincubabie20 (9:53:10 PM): im sure u did. just like u 'jsut wnted to say hello' this afternoon with ur fucking attitude about me going to the same eggers ive been going to for months.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:53:26 PM): i wasnt giving u an attitude
SweeTincubabie20 (9:53:39 PM): yeh babe. u were. whether u choose to realize it or not.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:53:45 PM): well im sorry then
SweeTincubabie20 (9:54:00 PM): "funny seeing u here....what are u doing here.....y dind t u just go to the one by ur place, huh?"
SweeTincubabie20 (9:54:05 PM): thats an attitude
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:54:12 PM): i wanted to say hello... the first thing u said to me was fuck off
SweeTincubabie20 (9:54:26 PM): cuz i dont want to be bothered with u at all right now.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:54:29 PM): am i supposed to walk away
SweeTincubabie20 (9:54:40 PM): yeah after the shit u pulled at my house u have no choice.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:54:58 PM): ... fine
SweeTincubabie20 (9:55:51 PM): u dont treat me like i someone you dont know and disrespect me and act like ur better than me and expect me to want u around.
SweeTincubabie20 (9:56:06 PM): uve gotta be fuckin shittin me if u even have the slightest notion of it.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:56:17 PM): no i dont think you do
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:56:23 PM): i dont blame you
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:56:33 PM): but i still wanted to say hi
SweeTincubabie20 (9:56:38 PM): great. hi.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:57:33 PM): ::sigh::
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:58:52 PM): well.... i apologize for wasting ur time
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:59:00 PM): as ive always done
SweeTincubabie20 (9:59:10 PM): lately
SweeTincubabie20 (9:59:12 PM): u have been
Xo Lil Lauz oX (9:59:33 PM): its not just lately
SweeTincubabie20 (10:02:27 PM): nope. cuz when we togather at least u taught me a bit.
SweeTincubabie20 (10:02:42 PM): now ur just getting on my nerves with ur inability to handle things the mature way
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:02:59 PM): ::nod::
SweeTincubabie20 (10:03:15 PM): i mean i know ur starved for attention to begin with
SweeTincubabie20 (10:03:18 PM): but dont over do it.
SweeTincubabie20 (10:03:25 PM): its just makes ur situation worse
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:04:08 PM): i know
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:05:39 PM): well
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:05:43 PM): i guess im gunna go
SweeTincubabie20 (10:06:00 PM): see ya
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:06:21 PM): i know you dont wanna hear it
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:06:30 PM): but you looked amazing today
SweeTincubabie20 (10:06:47 PM): thanks. i really dont wnna hear it
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:07:19 PM): you wont even let me be nice
SweeTincubabie20 (10:07:46 PM): cuz i dont want anything from u rite now. u treat me like shit for no reason and u think being nice telling me i looked good is gonna make anything better.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:07:54 PM): no i dont
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:08:06 PM): i know it wont make anything better
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:08:21 PM): i just dont like keeping things like that to myself
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:08:35 PM): i never did.... you know that
SweeTincubabie20 (10:08:43 PM): yeh
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:09:06 PM): i dont expect u to bow down over a compliment or anything
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:09:11 PM): im just speaking my mind
SweeTincubabie20 (10:09:14 PM): ok
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:10:28 PM): and im sorry u feel i treat u like shit.... i disagree on a whole but i know i have done it on numerous occasions
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:10:40 PM): today wasnt one of them
SweeTincubabie20 (10:11:06 PM): it was to me.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:11:13 PM): well atleast i didnt mean to
SweeTincubabie20 (10:11:22 PM): then u need to be more aware of how u act
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:11:30 PM): but telling me to fuck off right away
SweeTincubabie20 (10:11:38 PM): cuz i wanted u to leave me alone.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:11:39 PM): you could have at least said what do u want
SweeTincubabie20 (10:11:42 PM): i had enuff of ur shit
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:11:48 PM): forever?
SweeTincubabie20 (10:11:55 PM): at the moment yeah
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:12:07 PM): at the moment, forever, yeah?
SweeTincubabie20 (10:12:13 PM): yes.
SweeTincubabie20 (10:12:46 PM): i dont want to talk to u if i see u im not gonna say hi i dont want u to exist to me right now. u pulled what Dawn pulled on me in November but with ur its far worse even if u didnt 'mean for it to be like that"
SweeTincubabie20 (10:12:47 PM): too bad.
SweeTincubabie20 (10:13:14 PM): u dont tell me i'm a loser that i have no friends i'll always hang out with the same ppl
SweeTincubabie20 (10:13:16 PM): fuck you
SweeTincubabie20 (10:13:23 PM): you dont know SHIT about anything thats been going on in my life
SweeTincubabie20 (10:13:29 PM): i DONT put everything in my journal
SweeTincubabie20 (10:13:49 PM): so dont tell me u kno me and my rfiends and what i do based on what i post
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:17:49 PM): okay..
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:18:56 PM): well can u block me from everything
SweeTincubabie20 (10:19:10 PM): nope
SweeTincubabie20 (10:19:24 PM): im not making my journal friends only b/c u cant NOT read it
SweeTincubabie20 (10:19:29 PM): and im not blockin u on aim
SweeTincubabie20 (10:19:33 PM): i just have u off my BL
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:19:54 PM): ok
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:23:46 PM): i wish i could want u to not exist to me
SweeTincubabie20 (10:25:08 PM): u really should consider that when u decide to play "lets see how muhc ew can piss megan off" next time.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:25:36 PM): well have i ever thought before i did things
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:25:40 PM): biggest flaw
SweeTincubabie20 (10:25:54 PM): u should fucking learn. u were all 'im gonna start changing myself" a week or so ago.
SweeTincubabie20 (10:26:00 PM): try sticking to something for once.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:26:01 PM): well i have
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:26:19 PM): for like 3 days
SweeTincubabie20 (10:26:24 PM): thats fuckin nice.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:26:35 PM): its good for me
SweeTincubabie20 (10:26:45 PM): yeah
SweeTincubabie20 (10:26:46 PM): u
SweeTincubabie20 (10:26:52 PM): not the rest of the ppl that put up with ur shit
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:27:19 PM): which isnt many
SweeTincubabie20 (10:27:38 PM): some of them actualy were supposed to mean somehting to u tho.
SweeTincubabie20 (10:27:44 PM): gues u didnt consider them either.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:27:50 PM): like
SweeTincubabie20 (10:28:00 PM): me.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:28:23 PM): well you arent a 'them'
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:33:11 PM): so.... exactly how much do u hate me
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:34:55 PM): ?
SweeTincubabie20 (10:35:12 PM): meh. a fair amount.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:36:35 PM): fair as in from 1-10 a 4?
SweeTincubabie20 (10:37:27 PM): like a 5.5
SweeTincubabie20 (10:37:32 PM): so i guess thats not "fair"
SweeTincubabie20 (10:37:43 PM): moderate?
SweeTincubabie20 (10:37:47 PM): is that it?
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:37:53 PM): i guess
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:38:06 PM): do u hate me more than half amount of hatage
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:38:29 PM): so*
SweeTincubabie20 (10:38:30 PM): i hate u enuff to tell u to stop talking to me cuz there's no point to it
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:38:43 PM): well im being pretty civil
SweeTincubabie20 (10:39:14 PM): that doesnt mean i want to talk to u
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:39:22 PM): well i know u dont want to
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:39:41 PM): but ur not ignoring me
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:39:49 PM): which means u cant not wanna talk to me that badly
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:41:15 PM): i just caught myself into a trap i guess
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:41:18 PM): lol
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:43:43 PM): which i guess this makes it a good time to shut up since ur not bemused
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:44:09 PM): which im not trying to do
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:44:36 PM): but i dont think its pointless talking to u
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:44:54 PM): unless im annoying you... which i hope im not cuz im tryin to be civil
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:47:32 PM): which saves u the trouble of dealing with a schizo freak such as myself
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:49:04 PM): but... ummmmmmmm.... thats fine cuz u have everyright to do it.... more importantly... i should be on some type of anti-anxiety medication because im much more reasonable when im calm, dont u agree
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:50:14 PM): i knew you would... and hey... now u know what its like being in my head.... sitting here conversating with myself... its been like that always... just wish i had a megan in there too.... she seemed to un-polarize me well
SweeTincubabie20 (10:52:01 PM): im not ur fucking medication.
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:52:11 PM): i didnt say that
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:52:13 PM): im ranting
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:53:12 PM): anyways
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:53:13 PM): i got u to answer :oP
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:53:55 PM): and ur still not bemused
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:53:56 PM): anyways
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:54:02 PM): im gunna shut up now
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:54:48 PM): your probably either sitting there getting angry, laughing at just how pathetic i truely am or ur smirking cuz part of u doesnt hate me
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:55:25 PM): tho i dont wanna hear which it is
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:57:04 PM): but i just want u to know however bitchy i act and all the fucking thoughtless bullshit i do and have done i do apologize for, whether it can fix things or not, i know it cant but i want u to know how i feel.... and yes, im still crazy about u.... i dream of u every night, think of you every day...... and yet again im just speaking my mind
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:57:11 PM): goodnight...
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:57:57 PM): "the truth is you could slit my throat, and with my one last gasping breath, I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt."
Xo Lil Lauz oX (10:58:00 PM): goodnight
HAHAH! This some funny shit !!!
SweeTincubabie20 (1:06:10 AM): WHOA WHOA WHOA THEA KILLA.
WohopCharlie (1:08:41 AM): LOL IS THAT BORIS KUDINSKY
SweeTincubabie20 (1:09:15 AM): HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHHHAHA wtf u know him??? LMAO
WohopCharlie (1:09:26 AM): HE WAS ON MY BASEBALL TEAM IN 9TH GRADE
WohopCharlie (1:09:29 AM): HES SO DUMB
SweeTincubabie20 (1:09:38 AM): HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 oh shit thats fuckin histerical.
WohopCharlie (1:09:44 AM): THE COACH CALLED HIM A RETART
WohopCharlie (1:09:55 AM): HE WAS LIKE 70 YRS OLD
WohopCharlie (1:09:59 AM): AND GOES BORIS WHAT R U A RETART
WohopCharlie (1:10:06 AM): BORIS JUST STOOD THERE CONFUSED
WohopCharlie (1:10:08 AM): I LIKE BORIS HTO
SweeTincubabie20 (1:10:09 AM): lmao!
WohopCharlie (1:10:21 AM): HIS GF IS BI
SweeTincubabie20 (1:10:58 AM): yeh? ....wuts her name again
SweeTincubabie20 (1:10:59 AM): ?
WohopCharlie (1:11:03 AM): I DUNNO
WohopCharlie (1:11:04 AM): DONT KNO HER
WohopCharlie (1:11:15 AM): DOES BORIS KO
WohopCharlie (1:11:16 AM): KNO
SweeTincubabie20 (1:11:26 AM): wuts she look like
WohopCharlie (1:11:33 AM): RED HAIR RITE
WohopCharlie (1:12:05 AM): I THOUGHT U KNWE HER
SweeTincubabie20 (1:12:32 AM): dawn?
WohopCharlie (1:12:39 AM): HIS GF?
SweeTincubabie20 (1:13:10 AM): im asking cuz my "friend" dated two ilyas
WohopCharlie (1:13:20 AM): WHOS ILYA
SweeTincubabie20 (1:13:30 AM): oh sorry ! haha boris
SweeTincubabie20 (1:13:37 AM): i'm thinkin two differnt ppl.
SweeTincubabie20 (1:13:39 AM): same chick tho.
SweeTincubabie20 (1:13:40 AM): yeh
SweeTincubabie20 (1:13:42 AM): boris
WohopCharlie (1:13:43 AM): BORIS IS ENGAGED TO HER RITE
SweeTincubabie20 (1:13:43 AM): got it
SweeTincubabie20 (1:13:51 AM): fuck if i kno i dont really care.
WohopCharlie (1:13:58 AM): YEA WHAT IDIOTS
WohopCharlie (1:14:01 AM): WHO WANTS TO GET MARRIED
WohopCharlie (1:14:03 AM): AND IF SO
WohopCharlie (1:14:05 AM): Y SO YOUNG
WohopCharlie (1:14:21 AM): U TOO GET IT ON LOL
SweeTincubabie20 (1:14:48 AM): i not saying shit about them.
WohopCharlie (1:14:55 AM): U HAD A 3SOME!!!!!!!1
WohopCharlie (1:15:11 AM): FCKIN LUCKY BORIS
WohopCharlie (1:15:20 AM): THO I DONT THINK HE CAN COUNT TO 3
**Dawn isnt Bi. She's a fuckin POSER!**
Okay i'm done.
Nite, Love!