See, she's dumb and thinks she can say shit about me and i wont find out. rite. okay. b/c u gave me ur LJ password MONTHS ago and said "check it whenever u want." Never once have i used it. The only time i did was when i was fixing ur layout and even THEN i didnt go looking for shit. But i just felt the NEED to this morning. And how sweet that was. Her friends talk shit about me. She laughs at it. She bitches about me getting over her. right b/c im STILL FUCKIN SINGLE U STUPID CUNT. I dont think she see that i still love her. B/c i AM strong (as opposed to the "weakest" person she knows) and i dont let it show. she can hate me all she wants. i gave her no reason to. So if she wants to bitch and moan and complain about the fact that SHE fucked shit over but she's trying to find a reason to "hate" me she can be my guest. At least i still back her up. At least i dont talk shit about her. And when sum1 says sumthing against her I bitch at THEM b/c they have no right to say anything. At least i'm strong enuff to still value her in some way. Sorry if i'm serious when i say, "next time, i WONT take u back." No, i'm not (sorry, that is). So she can go talk about me all she wants. Think what she wants. Hate me all she wants. Be my fucking guest. ...it just hurts knowing that sum1 who 'loved u so much' would find such amusement in what ppl say about me. at least my friends know how much i adored her and keep their shit to themselves...