I guess it's better u trapper urself in ur own way...

[thispainedbliss]

I woke up around 9 cuz i just didnt fuckin feel like sleepin. I'm too wide awake when i wake up anyway. i was dying for waffles. oh man. i've been dying for them all week ::bites fist:: I had to make dad sum breakfast/tea and drop ish off at the bank. so lauren came to pick me up. but dad bitched about shit. he was like WHERE DO U THINK UR GOING

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[raverpinoy911]

"he makes a BIG idiot out of himself when girls are involved cuz he tries showing off"

i'm willing to bet he didn't think he was an idiot until someone judged him as being one. and i pray to the good lord you didn't express any sentiment that would make him think he behaved foolishly

[thispainedbliss]

no. do u really think i'd go putting down my 7 yr old bro to his face? poor thing gets enuff shit from my father. yeh he was behaving foolishly. doesnt mean i'm going to rub it in his face. my dad would go all out calling him pretty harsh shit. i'm not one to go ahead and do that cuz he's a good kid and he;s prety fuckin smart...my dad just spends too much time putting him down cuz he's not perfect.

...i think i went off topic. =o\ sorreh.

but no. i would never "express any sentiment" of that sort with him or any other little kid at that.

[thispainedbliss]

its not so much getting worked up over u (which sounds shitty. but i dont mean it to be) its more like i think back to so much and it hurts. cuz i hate that it ended i hate how i hurt over u i hate how i would still do just about anything for u yet i still dont want u back. its hard to love something in one way and not what it in that way at the same time...