everything is changing and im not ready.

today was just not good.

being let down is the worst feeling, but being let down three times in one day is just to much for me to take in.

in addition to that, kelsey told me she has to move. hopefully not incredibly far, but still, all of the memories in that ( Read more... )

me,kim, and teniya went to carlsbad outlet  for some shopping and beachiness and just because we all  love carlsbad.

nicole called ...with andyyyy. they were going to go to my house, but obviously i wasnt  home. so we talked for a while. he kind of had me at the  "so i hear youre beautiful" and the "im listening to your beautiful voice....."-es. ( Read more... )

its been exactly one year ( Read more... )

im getting my hair cut short again. like ( this )

today was excessively depressing.

everything.

so much crap happened today that i can't even make sense of it, and i dont even want to.

splendid.

its pouring outside and its beautiful. I love being home alone. I have every window and door open in my house just so I can hear the rain and see it and everything. it’s a little bit cold but I am managing. besides, I have my lovely blanket Logan made me. <3

life is amazing. i love life. i love my amazing friends. i love everything as of this moment. even my mom and dad are being reasonable for a change. everything is in it's place and God knows how long its taken to get here and how much i have been through to get my life to where it is now. so much time and so many emotions. so i love you.  ♥

last night was so weird.

life (minus my mom being mad at everyone in our house because my step-dad is an anal blahh) is awesome. i love my friends so much. i just feel right with so many things.

graduating early: my mom has made it quite clear she is against me and im not so sure i can do it for many reasons.i just have to much going on to have to ( Read more... )

im a really emotional kid.(prepare yourself)

today gabi and i talked and it made me remember how big of an impact she is on my life and how much i love her.

last night kim, gabi, and i went to carlsbad beach and talked forver and got cofee.

then me and kim went and saw adrian at his house.

tonight i read straight through an amazing 100 page ( Read more... )

yesterday i was reading through pages of old music i wrote.i found the song i wrote about my little brother a year ago:

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