It seems like I have an abundance of useless things, qualities, and priorities. I would love to say I'm starting over, but I wouldn't believe myself. It's never been a clean slate, which probably is best anyway.

such a charming, beautiful exteriorStupid little gnawing feelings inside my chest. I could easily revert to being lifeless, again but ( Read more... )

I haven't been this sedated in awhile ( Read more... )

Whoa, people have always said spring is the time for lovers, but who actually ever believed that?

[sings] Hormones are in the air ...

Some of us have chosen to spend our time here ( Read more... )

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I've been overbooked intentionally. I enjoy being busy and social. The few moments I'm home are easier to bare if I'm not irritable from having sat there all day ( Read more... )

Ok, so I blew off some steam.
Being angry takes so much effort, it completely exhausts me. I literally slept all day Saturday save my morning excursion and my job interview at the mall.
I now understand why I prefer staying quiet, it's easier! To summarize, I still feel very defensive and insulted, but it's not worth holding a grudge over it. I ( Read more... )

Such a twisted, false sense of loyalty. The superficial and egotistical have officially over-powered the worthy, the true, the consistent. I know a bunch of selfish, heartless, assholes.

I

am

so

unbelievably

angry
Fuck you all for taking me for granted. Fuck you for pretending to care, and claiming originality. Fuck you for insulting me time after ( Read more... )

very, very cold.

Why Today Kicked Ass

x Two periods of study hall
x Made $20
x Was given a free ring
x Bought 3 cds
x Got a date for Thursday's show
x Tomorrow I don't have classes