So I might be going to New York!!!!!!!!! I'm so excited!!

The other night dear as I lay dreaming ( Read more... )

crying
pain
being introverted
using it as an excuse for how I am

do I really?? I don't know...I seem to always do cause or find myself in these cases...

Why in the world am I doing this to myself?! Why must I insist on torturing myself with Java programs that won't work?! AGH!!!

She makes me cringe! I will never be good enough! I will never try hard enough. I will always have to be better!! It hurts and I'm sorry I'm not you fucking son!! Can't you just love me as I am?? I know I'm different, but I work my ass off for what!? Jack shit!! I want love too...you know I could really use it...

Jess is retiring from online!!

He is dating someone I can accept that, but he is dating a total slut!! She doesn't care about him and is trying to decide between him and someone else!! It huts so bad!!

Dance was horrible tonight!!

LJ keeps screwing up...

AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I want to cry...I really do. I hurts so bad the wound hasn't healed yet! What am I going to do it's times like these that leave me hopless ( Read more... )

is today and my thighs hurt like crap!! I can hardly walk they hurt so much. It's dire pain. I've tried stretching, but it's just not working...Wish me luck!! Not like It'll matter we're still gonna suck...

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