my grandma dint died she was killed. she wasnt ready to go. i dont care what anyone says, i know she wasnt ready to leave she was ready to go outside to go home and have a party. to meet my future husband. not to die. is was doing better. someone ended that. because of those people she never go to meet my husband attend our wedding be a great ( Read more... )

tuesday morning i was called out of work because my papa was very ill. i spent that night was him and my family. i left late that nite. he passed away a few hours later ( Read more... )

I just dont care anymore :)

it sux and it only seems to get harder each time i have to do it. each time i'm left wondering if i'll ever see them again. i feel as though i let them down. like they were waiting for me to say i would drive them. and the whole time i was waiting for them to ask me. their such a big part of my life the last few years. i've grow because of them ( Read more... )

so i was right he does have a girlfriend. ahh fuck it i don't want to talk about it.

on a lighter note i had a great time with eric this weekend.

now someone else has all of his time. no time to call ty anymore not even 1am wake up calls, guess i'll talk to him in a few months :`(

No all-star tickets for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i went on an interview this morning. they called me back this afternoon to offer me the job. i'll know more next week after my application goes thru. so as long as they can answer a few questions i have, it looks like i will be done with pethell in a few weeks!!!!!!!!!

oh and my mouth still hurts.

Here, here i am again ( Read more... )

no i'm not mad at crystal or kristine, yes they've been hang out, i don't care. thats not why i've been acting so different the last few weeks. yes mom i've been a little depressed, i have a question how can u tell when my own mother can't even tell i got a hair cut let alone how i feel??? i don't know what is going on with me. why one min i'm ( Read more... )

my arm hurt really bad, and today is a perfect day for softball and i can't play. you have no idea how frustrating that is. to know that it hurts and theres nothing i can do to fix it. i'm on two teams and i'm hurt. the last time i did this i pulled my leg muscle and i had the worst season ever. i couldn't run all season. this bites ( Read more... )