Odd kinda consistentcy that i just noticed. Of all my friends online, most of them are female, because most of the guys i meet always seem to be dicks or just don't like to talk to me. Just an observation.

I hate school. I don't want to go tomm. Can i be sick instead? I just don't feel like going, dealing with the same assholes, the same teachers, the same assignments, the same crap.

Yea, i really like this song for some reason. Yes, japanese. It is a slow-ish song, but it sounds really good, and i have had it kinda stuck in my head. Go download it somewhere if you are curious, unless i sent it to you. http://freckle.tenkeimedia.com/nl/riefu

Addition to last post: In some extreme cases, i preffer making myself feel better over making my friends feel better. That is, however, an extreme case, so it dosen't crop up much.

In other news, i also found that if i have a grudge against someone, and i mean a real grudge, it REALLY dosen't die easy >_>;;

Yea, another power outage today, lasted just over an hour. During that i did some thinking about my life. Fisrt think, i am kinda amazed at how far i have come in terms of who i am. 4 or 5 years ago, i would have considered myself a cry-baby, which i really am not anymore. Emo, yes, but not a cry-baby ( Read more... )

Yea, not really in a good mood. Very blah. I blame everything that is to blame. I am not elaborating, not in the mood. Ask me or w/e in person, i don't care.

Interesting weekend. I started playing on sakray again, cause i was bored and hannah forced me to through the wonders of reverse psychology (intentional or not x3). It is pretty fun, and people are really nice over there, aside from the people that constantly murder me in pvp, but it's all in good fun

Yea, i really gotta get out of the habit of emo-posts, really paints me out to be more emo than i am in person. Oh well. Right now i feel kinda shitty. Everything just feels so...wrong, different in an uncomfortable way. Can i just forget how things should be so i can feel better about now? -drowns sorrows in root beer-

I have found a new cause of feeling like shit. Heavy-seated boredom. -Really fucking bored. dosen't feel all too happy. hooray.-

I really like the lyrics for my song on right now. look them up please, i really don't feel like it now.

Yea, it's gonna be -34 with windchill up in wisconsin today. That's a tad chilly for those that can't tell, and I'm skiing in it. What fun! Well, i'm setting off in all of probably 15 or 20 minutes, so adios.

Discomfort, both with the trip and with other things in my life. Such perfect timing, right?