So it's pretty exciting life lately. Lets list what has been going on ( Read more... )

It's already turned out to be a pretty shitty weekend. Lots of crap that I really don't care about caring about. But know that I'm going to any ways. And the two people that I would love to talk to it about aren't picking up their phones.

Ahh well. Another night alone =/

Wow it's been awhile sense I've posted on here. I'm not even sure people go on LJ anymore. Haha ( Read more... )

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK ( Read more... )

Well lets see what crazy things are going on in the life of Thomas ( Read more... )

Is it okay that I like her? Is it okay that I want to ask her out? I mean she know the stuff I go through. She's a great friend. I've like her for a while but not till just a little while ago did I think I could date her. But I just don't know if she will return the same feelings. I know I want to ask her. I just don't know how. Is it okay that I'm

 
Would it be so bad if I just took your hand in mine? Would it be wrong of me to just hold you a little longer when we hugged? Is it so bad to wonder what it would be like to have you look at me the way you do at him? The beauty of dreaming seems like it’s really the only thing I have going for me at the moment.  

1.So I don't get how I don't want to be your friend anymore. I'm better without you in my life. How can I be friends with a liar and a cheat? I tihnk the sooner you just come to terms with that and find a way to live with your guilt the better. I just want the drama to be done and that means acting as if your not there.

2.I thought I would be able ( Read more... )

How come people want to go to other people to talk and ask for help. When I here and able to help. I may not be the best person to go to but I'll at least listen and be there for you. Then it also makes me wonder if said person would have ever told me or would have just didn't say anything. Who know? End of rant.

I have found myself lately with a lot of fear. I have fear that my life at my high school is coming to an end. I have a fear that me and my dad will never have the same relationship that we shared before he left. That he will leave his old family for his new one. I always have this fear that I’ll try and try and never reach my dream off becoming a ( Read more... )