this whole situation is too much for me.

[thnksfrnthngbck]

i cant breathe without wanting to cry or wanting to rip my heart out.
i dont want this anymore.
i dont.
im ready to let of of everything but him.
i wish i could let go of him but i cant.
he was my soul mate.
i know it.
dont tell me otherwise because ill never listen.
i dont want to be here.
im ready...

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[cranberrybandit]

everything will be okay and feeling like this is totally normal.
you can go ahead and flip off the screen now but really at some point in life we all feel this way about someone. honestly i feel sorry for the people that never experience love in their lifetime. you'll feel good again..with someone else...time babe..it just takes time.

[thnksfrnthngbck]

...i read his facebook.
i think he's falling for her and i cant help but feel empty for it.
god i hate this.

[cranberrybandit]

i'm going to give you a little advice and i hope you follow it.
don't look at his facebook..don't look at anything that relates to him period...looking at that shit you're only going to see things that make you hurt even more..believe me i did it..even went as far as lurking the girls stuff...it's only going to hurt more in the long run.

let him fall for her..doubt she'll be around very long and if she is..who cares?? you'll eventually find someone better...probably not Mr. i wanna fuck you even though i dont know you...but someone beter.

[thnksfrnthngbck]

wanna know something funny? every time i get to rock bottom, i fantasize about running away to cali to live with you haha

and i want him to fall for her, i do. i want him to be happy because i love him as a friend just as much as i love him the other way. its like being a split person.