im waiting for the ground to disappear from under my feet

im shaking

im in canada right now with skyler and his fam ( Read more... )

Skyler and i just got into our second major fight...a few weeks shy of our 2 year mark

over something ri-diculous
                                             ofcourse

and i havent cried this hard in a long while

but lonelily will make me feel better
because its mopey

and my lj icon makes me want to punch an infant right now

i havent written in my LJ for days!
i wish i could print it out, i like reading it

so...
i got a tattoo

and
thats about all thats exciting right now

ooo

went streaking on the golf course with alison

alyssa only semi streaked

it was amazing

i never loved nobody fully ( Read more... )

so i like a hip hop song
which is bad enough in itself
but then i found out its the same singer who sings im like a bird, i want to fly away

im not surprised at all though, oddly, because never in my life has it been so apparent how much people change

everyone leaves at lunch
i have no friends

i want to drop out

i wish i could cry like i was a little baby. Big wailing emptying cries, not little woe is me sobs that make my head hurt

i worked two 9 hour days in a RESTRAUNT and spent my sleep time dreaming about work...ick

couple days til CANADA! woot

happy birthday Cristina!

Fitter, happier, more productive ( Read more... )

read the book Blue Like Jazz
its amazing

i just recently discovered the overwhelming calm and peace of mind that loud music can bring

im cutting off my head to spite my shoulders