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[thomas_delonge]

i'm already feeling sick to my stomach about leaving him, i miss him more than i ever thought possible. i hate my life and i hate myself right now. i've been angry, i've been drinking too much and i've been trying to be a better father but this shit is too much to take right now. i realize i dug myself this grave and now i have to lay in it. i wish

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[tlbarker]

so fix it. pull a lloyd dobler and show up at his door and don't leave until you've talked this shit out. i know you two love each other. learn from your mistakes, don't fester in them.

[thomas_delonge]

1. who is lloyd dobler
and
2. i know we love each other too, i just started some other things i need to finish. us being together is so much easier said than done right now.

[markus_hoppus]

I don’t know what you’re trying to gain from this, but it seems to me like its sympathy from others more than sympathy or forgiveness or whatever from me. You made your bed.

[thomas_delonge]

i don't want sympathy, i was just trying to state how i felt because my fucking head is going to explode. excuse me for venting. i realize i made my bed, as i'm now laying in it.

i miss you and i wish we could meet somewhere to talk. just talk. it's been a few weeks.