she was not the first, nor was she the last
songs they play remind me of
her smile, her laugh, her tears
and sleeping on her borrowed bed.
passing lights from neighbors we didn't know
would find their way into our room
and paint her in tiger stripes
i wonder if she ever knew?
we cast away the little things
tattered toys and things of youth
books we've ( Read more... )

    So, I was inspired more or less by the chibi players section in the cam chibi wiki section.  I had to make myself to replace the old me from so long ago.  I also made one that is a bit more steam punk, heh, because I'm a dork that way.  However, there I am with my longer hair and my favorite style of dress shirts and bdsm leather pants, my ( Read more... )

"Fall To Pieces"

It's been a long year
Since you've been gone
I've been alone here
I've grown old
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling

Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces

I keep a journal of memories
I'm feeling lonely, I can't breathe
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still ( Read more... )

    So, last week my lungs were having some technical difficulties with said difficulties culminating with me being unable to even move much without having breathing issues.  Well, as is the way when my lungs go on strike I give myself a few at home breathing treatments and steal some steroids from the arthritic members of my family to supplement ( Read more... )

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Taken from Charlesland. For those of you who do not know, Charles and I share a special relationship. My ex and he actually share the same last name. Due to this among other circumstances, somehow I became Charles' timeshare bitch.  After me and Cait parted ways, I became Charles' full time bitch.  Some of the answers below reflect that ( Read more... )

Effective Daily Affirmations ( Read more... )

Borrowed from a myriad of journals ( Read more... )

Directions ( Read more... )

What Be Your Nerd Type?
Your Result: Drama Nerd

You sure do love the spotlight and probably have a very out-going and loud personality. Or not. That's just a stereotype, of course. Participation in the theatre is something to be very proud of. Whether you have a great voice for musicals, or astounding skills for dramas/comedies; keep up the good ( Read more... )