Comments | thomasdean: Angry

thomasdean

Angry

Jun 26, 2005 01:55

I'm not supposed to be updating my journal. Fuck, I'm not supposed to be out of bed. But I am. I am becuase I can't sleep, becuase no matter how much I did or didn't do, I didn't save Euan. I couldn't. He followed up out to play football and yeah, I was annoyed, but whatever. And then they showed up and they killed him and I shoved Parvati ( Read more... )

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loveofravenclaw June 26 2005, 04:51:45 UTC

It was a valiant thing, Dean. All of us just trying to get by. I was outside too, with Anthony, as I'm sure you figured out since we're stuck in the bloody infirmary (glad to see you updated too). There's got to be something to do in the future.

I don't really care what anyone thinks, I saw we start things back up and meet next year. I will not go down without a fight.

thomasdean June 26 2005, 10:44:23 UTC

I think you're right. Because, I feel pretty damn useless right now. I dunno, at least we're alive, I should be grateful for that, but being alive doesn't mean a thing if you can't make your life worth something.

loveofravenclaw June 26 2005, 13:42:03 UTC

I hear you loud and clear. Once we get ourselves back up to par we'll have to work on it. I really think we can do a lot of good next year, even though some seem to think it's a lost cause.

Well damn it, it's MY cause now and I'll do what I damn well please! And I know Susan and Anthony will come. There is no doubt in my mind we could get more too... though I have no idea what we'd discuss or do.

greenthumbbones June 26 2005, 17:40:07 UTC

Count me in. Whoever thought we didn't need it is clearly in need of a psych evaluation.

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greenthumbbones June 26 2005, 10:39:19 UTC

Like hell I'm ever going to leave you boys to do the fighting.

thomasdean June 26 2005, 10:43:15 UTC

Yeah, I know Susie Q. But, a bloke can try, right?

greenthumbbones June 26 2005, 10:51:21 UTC

You should have known better. Anyway, where would you blokes be without me? You wouldn't be throwing pillows around, now would you?

thomasdean June 26 2005, 10:58:23 UTC

No, we would be sitting in our beds like good boys and waiting patiently for our latest round of medication.

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belette_rouge June 27 2005, 21:16:30 UTC

I love you, too.

Your father would be proud of you too, Dean. I know it. I am.

thomasdean June 28 2005, 14:31:46 UTC

Thanks. That really means a lot, love.

Are you all right? I just want to make sure.