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[thorndraco]

 Things have been much better so far. I'm on unemployment now and I have been getting much more art done now that my stress levels are down. Not as much as I'd like to be doing, but still, much more than I was.

Still, I'm having trouble breaking this general "blank" feeling. I don't really know how to describe the sensation or lack there-of. Like a

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[rheiga]

I honestly don't know what you've been trying to do to get over this hump. But when I feel in a similar kind of "Blah" state, it helps just to get out of your normal routine and do something different, go for a hike, a walk. Go to the beach. Just something to break the monotony, something you enjoy, but don't do very often.

[thorndraco]

So far the things I've done to try and get past it have been deeper than breaking up the monotony. I think the biggest problem is that there really isn't much of anything I enjoy at this point (other than listening to music), most attempts to break up the monotony make me wish I hadn't as more often than not I just end up feeling drained instead. It is a frustrating condition.

[rheiga]

I would find it rather frustrating too. I honestly don't know what I would do if breaking up the monotony, and getting into something I enjoy didn't brighten my mood.

Maybe you just need some time to meditate and see where you want to go. I really wish I could help you more man, But your predicament perplexes me.

Though I must admit you, yourself has always perplexed me a bit even when we were living together.

Hopefully you have found some direction by next FC. Which if all goes as planned I should be there with my mate.

[thorndraco]

Thank you, things are looking up, but the progress is so slow and weak that I sometimes forget.

Hope you're doing well. Would be good to see you again if you do go.