It took me a while to finally go to the shrink, the loss of a friend I concidered close to my heart and the attempted suicide did it though ( Read more... )

Please tell me this sorrow is worth it, tell me this depression and pain.. Please.. Just tell me you are happy?

I AM A RETARD!

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I AM A RETARD!

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I AM A RETARD!

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 ~When there's nowhere else to turn
All your bridges have been burned
Feels like you've hit rock bottom
Don't give up it's not the end
Open up your heart again
When you feel like no one
Understands where you are
Someone loves you even when you don't think so don't you know you got
I'm by your side through the fight you will never be alone on your own you ( Read more... )

I AM A RETARD!

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I AM A RETARD!

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First I was excited.. I mean- dream job.. Books, Kids.. Quiet...? Oh yeah.
Now?

AMG AMG AMG AMG AMG AMG AMG AMG AMG AMG AMG AMG

What the hell am I gonna do? Wear? Act? Think? Say?

I don't know exactly what im worrying about but i'm worrying myself sick. On the plus side that means I most likely won't sleep and therefore I will be at work on time :)

So- I give my Boss Lady Xanni's number for a reference.. Yeah- Why give someone i've never met as a reference? Well DUH.. it's cause they don't have to live with me.. (Yet in HER case) and.. well.. don't know that I snore at night when I'm sick or DO actually lose my temper more then once a year and then some... WELL ANYWAY... This is how it went ( Read more... )