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I just had the nicest weekend. Really, it was wonderful.

Really, you are wonderful.

I would like to say that I'm pretty happy.  That I'm looking forward to tomorrow.  And friday morning, and all day friday and this weekend, and next weekend, and to all the one's after that, i do believe.  Turns out this life thing might not have to be all that bad, after all.  If you just let it.


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So I REALLY fucked up at work.  Here's hoping I don't get fired.

Ok, so I am feeling mucho overwhelmed right now.  Lena's plans for the future.  Work for Scott.  Move out with Heather.  Go to grad school in the fall?? But the reality of it, although awesome and probably what I really need to do, is a little scary ( Read more... )

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I have decided not to go to work tomorrow.  I think it is an excellent decision.

2. Heather. Dan.  Hanging.  Good.

c. Grad school?

Ok, so we've returned to the eternal question: life, what am I to do with you?  So I had these hypothetical plans to move to Boston (perhaps similar to my hypothetical plans to move to say, San Diego, or Maryland).  And I admit I was stalling on them, even before Nick.  First I was waiting on Katie to die.  And then she did.  And then I don't know ( Read more... )

all my life i've been slow and senseless
not struck dumb, i'm just dumb that's all.
i can give you the constellations
lay down here and we'll count them all.

give my arms just for your intentions
give my back to impress you now
i'm so joyful that i have found you
all's i need is you to see me now.

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I feel like my heart is going to explode out my chest and I'm going to self-combust into a billion tiny shards of light.

It feels amazing.