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Aug 03, 2006 21:41

I am 21 years old. I am planning on getting married this year. I have been to college. I have been to war in a country far away from the home I grew up in. I have seen death and suffering. I have seen birth and love. I want a family soon. I want to have a good job and a good home. My life is what it is, good or bad. I don't have the life I ( Read more... )

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friends ketsui August 4 2006, 21:51:26 UTC

I will always be your friend, weither we talk tomorrow or in 27 years from today... i will still always be your friend, to you and your fiance' and any future family. if you ever need ANYTHING, or any support, i'll be there.

Re: friends kagari_chan August 5 2006, 01:19:14 UTC

I agree with Laura on everything she said. I couldn't have said it better myself.

And I hope I'm there to see you get married and any other big event in your life. From your first kid being born to them going to college.

Re: friends thornthornesen August 5 2006, 08:30:33 UTC

Well, unless you are in Hawaii in December (or to a lesser possibility November) you probably won't be there for my wedding but like I said with Laura, I really appreciate hearing this. It keeps me confident that my life hasn't completely moved away from those I care about. I miss you, all of you but it is hard to keep in touch when I am so far away.

Re: friends kagari_chan August 5 2006, 23:13:42 UTC

And we miss you. And I guess I will miss your wedding, but I aspect lots of pictures to be taken. So I can at least see the wedding that way. And I wish you and beth the best.

And even if you're a different person when you come back I will still be your friend. And I will love getting to know you all over again.

And your not alone in your issues with your personality. I've had those thoughts before. Not at this moment. But, that I'm not the same person I was or that I'm not the person I wanted to be. And the only thing that seemed to help was coming to the conclusion that we are what we make of ourselves. Only we can change who we are. We may not be who we thought we would be, but that doesn't mean that we can't change what we are know. And we may never be what we wanted, but ideas changes.

I hope I said that right. *sigh* I suck at say what I feel it just never comes out right.

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