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[thosebabyblues]

As soon as I got into the car all I felt was nothing. I feel completely hopless. I need help and I'm trying to convince myself I'm not fat but whenever I look at myself I get so sad. I'm always sad so I want to eat but then I get worse cause I feel guilty for eating. Damn television. It's ruined me.

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[mykatisorange]

and that would be one of the reasons i dont watch tv. perfect people and the news of shark attacks in flordia, plastic surgery that people dont need, reality shows that are by no means real, mens tv, womens tv... i say you should turn it off. thats the crap that makes people unhappy and overly agressive. these are not things we really need to know about. who gives a fuck what you look like? not everybody needs to like you. you just need someone or something to like you and you like them back. because as humans, we are social. if you look at life as a popularity contest or beauty pagent it will ruin you because that is not what social is. shave your head. i dare you. itll do alot to open your eyes. it shows you who is worth knowing and who is not by weeding out the shallow people who will say 'why cant you have long hair... like everyone else?' people who judge on apperance are crap. think about it.

[thosebabyblues]

That is the exact reason why I wanted to do it in the first place. Shave my head, go without my face and wear baggy clothes; Whoever sticks with me wins.

[mykatisorange]

i stick with you. i would do it with you if it wouldnt cost me my job. on one hand theres giving society the finger, and then theres giving my parents the finger. but some day... i will do it again.

[thosebabyblues]

Oh How I love you Chels. It was way too long.