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everyday im hustling.

ive been in the hospital since thursday and im glad to be home.

my ovaries are covered in tumors and i have a severe kidney infection. pain killers. holler.

ill be incoherent until thursday. come entertain me.

yo instead of starting shit for no reason, you could have just told me the truth and i would have understood.

i told you i knew you were just looking for an excuse.

so lost and confused.

you keep fucking with my head.. but i know that im going to end up waiting for you for forever because i love you that much. please just tell me what to do.

okay. im ready. i want to come back now. its too late though, isnt it?

i like how i break up with you partially cause of your pill problem.. and it ended up turning into me.. im sorry.. im a bum. but im having the time of my life.. i think...

i love mike.

i fucking love how i go through my computer to delete files i dont need anymore and i come accross all of yours... and half of them are of your x girlfriend and only one of me..

did you ever actually even like me?

oh what difference does it make, we constantly dont believe each other anyways. have a a nice life.

i dont know whats worse.

the fact that i do so much more for you than you do for me. and i show that i care more.

or the fact that i dont think you even realize it.