Strike That - Reverse It

[thousand_faces]

I know exactly what I want to say, but I can never start.

But now I just did so, writing gods:         : PPPPP

::begs forgiveness from writing gods::

Me, the dad, and the mom went college walking yesterday. It was...strange. And exciting. And crushing. All at the same time you know? Cause I always thought....I dunno, I always thought that'd they drag

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[bhmn_balladry]

I really want to go to UPS!!!!
I've been looking at it for over a year.

[thousand_faces]

It's a really nice college!! You'd like it. Stone buildings, ivy - but smallish in a big way.

!!!!

[mustangtart]

Hey, I love ya. Anyway... sorry I couldn't call this weekend, I was so busy. Wicked was amazing, and Harrison is even more adorable since we sang the Buffy musical on the drive home to each other... oh, and then proceeded to quote a lot of the episodes... you must re-edumacate me, I nearly missed some of them :P

Now, as to your question...

1. I am terrified of being alone... and that people don't want me around
2. I've let one incident in 5th grade affect the way in which I approach people
3. Sometimes I worry that I only manipulate people to protect myself from getting hurt by them
4. I doubt I have the guts to ask him out... but I think I'm gonna

and last but not least:

5. I don't think I have ever felt as happy and fairly satisfied with my life as I do now. Thank you, Lord... I was in a bad place during high school... a very scary, depressed place... don't go there

ok, one more...

* Human sexuality and all its multiple aspects... FASCINATES me. *

I'll call you tomorrow, buh bye!

[vpinacolata97]

You're gonna get into any college that you apply to so dont worry about your SATs.

Oh update, we had this Poetry Night thing at RHHS. They actually chose one of my pieces //flips out// Made me think of you though, mainly cause I know you most likely would have been there. So about 5 minutes before open mike i wrote something for you.

When i have time ill either email it or write it up here on lj.

[thousand_faces]

I would love (lovelovelove) to read it!! Type it up for me, would you?

[vpinacolata97]

defi ately will, i just tucked it away somewhere int he mess called my room //shuffles papers// so umm let me find it again //guilty smile//

[thousand_faces]

Please try to find it!! I've heard about it from a few people and definitely want to read it.