Love.

[thousand_faces]

I don't know why I felt the need to type this in here. Pretty random really, but there you go. Maybe because it's a life experience, I don't know. Maybe because I feel like the majority of y'all won't actually read it.

I've fallen in love. Actual love. The few of you who take the time to read this will know how major this kind of thing is for me. I'

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[mustangtart]

I wish I could tell you it does, but I can't. It sucks when you feel that way and you can't do a damn thing about it... try feeling that way everytime you come across someone you're actually attracted to (simply by virtue of the fact that you're only attracted to people every.... 3, 4, 5 years). I hug you, I'm here for you. By the by, is it who I think it is? I'll try calling tomorrow...

Love, Me.

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[thousand_faces]

Yeah, it's definitely who you think it is. I miss you and your calls! You only eer call during dinner or when I'm at rehersal!! I MISS YOU. BWAAAAAAH.

[vpinacolata97]

It doesn't go away no matter how hard you try, wish, pray, beg and offer deals. Well... I guess you can say it goes away after while but you will always remember the feeling and a tiny piece of you will stay with that person no matter how hard you try to get it back. Love is a gift that acts more like a curse, or a virlent disease for which there is no cure. You can ignore it (which often makes it worse, fyi) Pursue it (which I'm pretty sure you won't do)Or find something/someone to take its place (which may also cause pain/discomfort). Love makes easy things difficult, hard choices harder and sends organization into chaos. And most people cannot be happier.

I wish you luck.

D

[thousand_faces]

Thanks. I've worked my way through it. Do you ever find that you have to break down before you can fix things and see a clear path?

[lizzfizz__xo]

you're right, it really does suck. but this is something everyone must realize eventually--congratulations and welcome to the smarter girls club! we have a secret handshake...

<3

[thousand_faces]

Oh my God, does it have a wiggly-fingers part??