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May 23, 2010 13:51

How did you lose your virginity?

Ah - well, technically I haven't.  It's been ten years since I was decanted, and I've gotten fairly close once or twice, but...  well, he doesn't like it.

I have no idea if he was a virgin or not.  None of the memories I got from him mention it, but then, I don't have his whole life.  And if this ghost of him knows, he's not telling me.

But my template - that, I know.  He was a teenager - I'm guessing fifteen.  He had a girlfriend who I think might have been a year older who was slightly more certain about what she wanted, but both of them were hesitant.  They worked up to actually having sex over a few months.

As far as I can tell from his other memories, it was terrible, blundering sex.  But neither of them knew it at the time, and they were both teenagers.  Practice leads to perfection, and so on.

At the time he thought that he loved her, but I know it was just infatuation.  Two years later, when he was seventeen, he left Imperial Center to join the military.  He kept in contact with her for some time, but the correspondence became less and less frequent.  When it stopped at last, he wasn't broken up about it.  I don't actually know what happened to her.  She wasn't there when the Rebels took Imperial Center.  Did she die there?  Adjust to a new regime?  Leave before any of that?  I don't know.
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