i feel so cute right now. i'm wearing this adorable green shirt i just bought from pac sun (at a FANTASTIC price, which totally ups it's cuteness level) and great jeans and my hair looks amazing today and i finally painted my toe-nails and perfectly matching flip-flops and AMAZING make-up ( Read more... )

so, the person at my dad's oncologist's (cancer doctor) office wrote the report wrong and forgot to include the cancer that they found first in his lymph nodes. i guess my dad went to the doctor for a follow-up and asked why the scar was in the wrong place. the doctor asked what he was talking about and dad said that the biopsy (test to remove ( Read more... )

dear gentlemen and ladies,
i am coming to the point of an unexpectedly difficult and unexpectedly important decision to make. without needing to know the details, please leave me the best advice you've got.
love,
ilabean

tomorrow (saturday), i leave for school again. i'm excited to be independent again, and have my life to deal with and not really anyone elses, but i'm sad too. especially after days like today (yesterday? whatever, thurs-fri ( Read more... )

this song is amazing. holy crap. i realize that the words don't mean much, and that it's a pretty specific sound, and musicians with no spectacular talent ( Read more... )

okay. here's what's been up with ila lately. i've been busy doing a zillion things, only hardly including my job at pac sun. i've been increasingly frustrated at my situation in the transportation department. i've also tried to chill out about it, because the only thing i could have done about it would have had to have been done before our car ( Read more... )

okay, so i know that i've had this conversation with most of you about a million times, but i am really missing school ( Read more... )

to all those incoming college freshmen, i have a few words ( Read more... )

i feel like people don't think i know what i'm getting into by dating simon. i'd calmly like to reassure people (and there are several of you) that i've known him forever. he's been one of my best friends for eight years now. and we are really open with eachother. i know some of you think it's a bad idea, or that i should be extra careful ( Read more... )

ahhhh! simon is so cute. i can't hold it in any longer. i keep thinking this silly, giggly feeling will subside, but it hasn't ( Read more... )