no not those ones! these ones:

I LOVE UPNORTH!!!

<3 CA

so i'm leaving in like ten minutes to get stefan, then i'm getting alexa, then i'm going to see train!

i can't sit still and i'm freakin' out. not like i freaked out for backstreet boys, but i'm still freakin' out.

gah!! i can't wait!!!

<3 CA

well obviously it's been a while since i've updated. but everything is going good. easter is tomorrow and i'm excited. i don't really know why, it's not like i'm getting anything or seeing anyone knew, i'm just excited ( Read more... )

so i am way happy. first off we won both of our golf matches. guess what that means? umm, we're undefeated! second stefan came home saturday, which was way earlier than i expected. third, my brother won his basketball championship game! crazy! and spring break is going to be awesome! i'm going to see train with two of my favorite people, stefan and ( Read more... )

i miss stefan. and it's not just the whole "awwww she misses her boyfriend" baloney. it's the real miss someone feeling. but whenever i say something to someone they always roll their eyes, except alexa. but she knows what i mean. because i get this way when i don't see or talk to her for a long time too. i mean come on, she freakin' called me from ( Read more... )

ok so i haven't updated in a while but it doesn't even matter ( Read more... )

so i'm going to prom! sweet i know, but this is how i was asked ( Read more... )

i went to the movies with taylor on saturday. just me and her. it was very nice. i forgot how much i really do miss hanging out with her. i mean i see her everyday at school, and G.S. stuff, but that's not the same you know. i'm trying to reattach myself to my friends. which is good obviously. this friday i'm going to the whaler's game with natalie ( Read more... )

i'm tired...
of caring...
of pretending to care...
of just plain pretending.

what am i supposed to do when nothing i can say is good?

lying is not an option, but neither is the truth

~CA~

today me, alexa and stefan skipped first hour and went to breakfast at blue roof.

the steelers won the super bowl!

i hate chemistry projects.

don't watch Sin City. it is a waste of life.

<3 CA