I feel like I'm such a shitty director right now. My movie's crap, everything's just crap and I'm wasting everybody's time and it's not going to turn out the way I saw it... fuck fuck fuck..

Oh man ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in a long time. But I hate it when she says things to me because... I take them the wrong way, automatically, by default. And it's not that I don't want anything to do wi th her. My problem is I want everything to do with her. So to get around that, I have nothing to do with her, and I just wish she'd fade away, but then I'd feel ( Read more... )

AHG!

Well ( Read more... )

YARRGH I didn't get my flash cards done and I didn't get my Spanish done and I didn't get Common Sense and I didn't get all sorts of thigns done. I need to do them ( Read more... )

I feel all warm and fuzzy inside.... John Park just complimented me.. :). THE John Park!!!

11 days.. oh holy crap 11 days I need to get the light kit, learn shake, pass my Spanish Test, read so many books, Work at the Theater, Work at the NewU, teach the little ones lighting techniques and Final Cut, oh man. I dunno there's all this stuff to do, and I need to make sure I get Ryo to buy me bulbs for the DP Light since that's really the ( Read more... )

And the Soundtrack to my life is this song, right here. Right now. "The Winner Is"

It's so ambiguously sad and happy.

Affirming my rpevious posts.. I hate the Newu>