i need to be stronger about this... i cant get all worked up everytime that word comes up. i cant fight back tears everytime someone cracks a joke. i know its all unintentional... but it still hurts. i used to make light of it and make jokes too... i cant see myself ever doing that again. hopefully in time ill get to a point where i can... but ( Read more... )

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MEBASICSsingle? or attached::single birthday::11-22-84 age i act ::sometimes older/sometimes younger height/weight ::5'8/ i dont want to know eyes ::green and blue with grey and gold rings do you have secrets?:too many compliment most received ::that i am an amazing person and that they wouldnt want to live a day of their life without me in it and ( Read more... )

EVERYTHINGBasicsWhats your name?:ashley How old are you?:20 What color is your hair?:blonde Eyes?:green and blue with gold and grey rings Where do you live?:currently westfield Do you think your fat?:yup Or scrawny and petite?:nope Do you spend a lot of time online?:sometimes What type of music do you like?:everything... mostly acoustic, rock, and ( Read more... )

The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety!What is your favorite..gum:winterfresh and orbit restaurant:olive garden drink:raspberry iced tea season:late summer/early fall type of weather:sweater weather emotion:reciprocated love thing to do on a half day:sleep late-night activity:hang out with friends... this late nite: clearly ( Read more... )

LIFE QUESTIONShow old do you feel:too old for how old i am, and too young to have experienced the things i have where were you on september 11th, 2001:in sr. dianes 21st century history class what do you believe is the meaning of life:to find someone who makes you want to be a better person why is the sky blue:because the ocean reflects off the ( Read more... )

so i decided to make certain entries private and only for certain people because there are some things i dont want everyone knowing. the last few months have been very trying times, and i am so grateful to the people that have been here for me. i love all of you so much... alright, im hanging out with some people right now, ill write more later

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