chelsea is my shining star.

Nov 19, 2005 19:05



my dad told me that i wasn't going to go to college.
.. or at least he wasn't going to pay for it.
and my mom said that if she was me she wouldn't be where i am..
because she would have done more.

and i left the room feeling 1 foot tall.. if even that.
and i crawled under my bed and screamed for almost an hour.

because..
i don't know what to ( Read more... )

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substancezero19 November 20 2005, 02:18:26 UTC
I'm glad you had a good time today.

and I'm sorry your parents say mean things sometimes...

I know the feel though. I know it's hard.

but I love you even more than that.

and I know that you know that you really are beautiful...and much like me.

if we set our minds to somthing, we can do them.

we're not like those people...like that Justin Evans boy, that sometimes dosent have to try and makes an A.

if we don;t try, we don't do well. and if we halfway try, we get half credit.

and half credit is never as good as full credit.

so, for these next four weeks, let's try.

hard.

with all our effort.

and come home to smiling faces this time next month.

love amanda louise. love forever.

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througheavyeyes November 20 2005, 02:25:58 UTC
seton..
i've tried.
hard.
110%

that's the problem.
thanks for the love though.
:)

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cub38320 November 20 2005, 03:17:50 UTC
amanda-
i love u my precious lil auburn sister hehe...
ill pay for u to go to college lol- jk. youd be paying me back for eternity. dont feel bad- things will get better. promise. but i havent shown my pr to my parents yet. im scared...my high B's and low A's aren't good enough. wow- funny how things work out like they do. i love you and i screamed war eagle for u....several times over.

nite love!

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througheavyeyes November 20 2005, 05:39:53 UTC
thank you.
i sooo wanted to be there.

and i love you so much.
one way or the other i hope we end up in aurburn together.
(i watched the game with your cheeto today.. at mt. pisgah. - he was a sad one..)

love.

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anytimedecember November 20 2005, 05:08:00 UTC
i emailed you...

i ahve no clue what is going on....

distance...

sorry

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througheavyeyes November 20 2005, 05:40:20 UTC
but that's life.. i have to tell myself.

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myshellisbetter November 20 2005, 06:53:52 UTC
i love you amanda,

and im so happy i got to see you today, i know parents can be big fat meany heads (dont we all) and i hope i can make ur day better somehow and i hope i did today too!
see ya tomorrow, and yeah, we are soooooooooooooooooooooooooo going to see Harry Potter tomorrow (even though ur werid and havent read any of the books)
i love u w/ all my heart

i ♥ amanda

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througheavyeyes November 20 2005, 22:20:21 UTC
i'm sorry i couldn't go :(
but.. i'll make it up to you one day..

and you sang beautifully.. love.

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myshellisbetter November 21 2005, 03:02:09 UTC
yeah not really but thanks

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bornagain0502 November 20 2005, 17:52:48 UTC
Maybe you'e not supposed to go to college, maybe some smart prince will take you up on his horse and take you to his castle where he works and you cook grilled cheeses.

I hope that made you smile. :)

Not all days are good, but remember to be thankful for the days you have.

....you taught me that

I love you

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througheavyeyes November 20 2005, 22:22:01 UTC
gah.. if you just didn't make me feel better than i have all weekend long..
(sigh)

if you only knew about that love thing..

i taught you that..
dude.

thank you justin brady evans.
i ♥ you

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