.. sickness is the pits. blug.

Lift up your eyes from where you are and look north and south and east and west.  
                      Genesis 13:14

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it's all something like destiny.

((and that's all she wrote))

i just need a reason.

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.. it is always about love .. 
            (i'm learning lessons I already knew)

imaginary problems are alot heavy than actual ones..      
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tomorrow is the awards ceremony jazz thing.
i'll be the dumb one in the back.. clapping for the smart sophomores who beat me.

:) smile baby smile.

but it's okay. 
.. it's always okay.

I made $70 dollars at the show choir yard sale on Saturday.. 
     .. by selling my childhood for 25 cents a piece.. 
(what a sad day.. )

haha.. just kidding.
but for real.. it was hard to let go of those teddy bears..
they still had the love marks on them.. :(

and meggin.. hugging her dancing doll before the kid took it away.
we are all so pitiful.. ( ( Read more... )

school is so pointless..
       all it teaches me how to do is be angry..

:(
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but, on a better note.. I would like for everyone to know that I seem to be addicted to 3 Musketeers.. (big on chocolate - not on fat!)
and that movie elisabethtown.. i've watched it every night since last wednesday.. 
yeah. call me pathetic.

:)
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another tuesday down..

I gave a sunflower to my hero today. 
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I bought a green apple car air freshener yesterday.. and now everytime I get in my car I want a green apple blow pop. :)

Kristi is my best friend! Yay!

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. Your "playing" small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were all meant to shine as children do ( Read more... )

ug. i am such a loser.
i have bad hair and i smell like hamburgers.

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girls are gay.

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((my mommy just said that she wanted to sleep with me in my big bed. she's my hero))

Oxycodone is my new best friend!!
.. ah. major relief from pain. :)

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I hate have to work on Wednesday's. It's majorly depressing. I'm trying to think of some way to take a major long break and just come to church.. we will see what happens.. **hum.

I'm going to volunteer at the Red Cross. It makes me happy.

I'm going to buy some flowers. I want to ( Read more... )