So it is officially Christmas..
and I am happy..

not for any other particular reason other than God made me to be that way..

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Happy Birthday to Jesus..

now I need to go to bed or Santa will never come!!

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"the girl everyone wants to know.."
she called me.. and i just smiled and listened to her spill her love for me.
it made me feel wonderful inside..
sarah todd = happiness.

((don't worry.. I didn't expect that you would have too much to say in return..))
if you can't see, the you never really knew me..

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tomorrow night santa is ( Read more... )

".. ( don't read this )

".. because some memories are too cool to erase.. "

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I'm wrapping Christmas presents with bright red bows..
my soul is dancing.

I'm not a sad person.

"She is slowly turning into the person I used to love.."
I remember sitting on the end of a pier, listening to him say that about me.. and wondering who I could have possibly been before that he could have loved - because not many times do I really like who I used to be..

And all I go through and all that happens.. I always am conscience of this ( Read more... )

So get this..
I have to have surgery on my mouth because my life sucks.

seems to be my life story.
yep.. next tuesday. i'll probably look like a chipmunk for the rest of my life.. eh.

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i wanted it to snow..

exhiled. to hideous and distant place.
can't deal.
be back tomorrow.

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I think God wanted me to be happy somehow.
Or else he wouldn't have made me as oblivious as I seem to be.

Oblivious people are happy. I read that in a book once.

I bought Christmas presents today.
Merry Christmas.

she wore faded jeans and soft black leather..
she had eyes so blue, they looked like weather.

when it mattered most, i let her down.
that's the way it goes - it'll all work out.

i'm a loser.

smelly cat, smelly cat..
what are they feeding you?
smelly cat, smelly cat..
it's not your fault.

they won't take you to the vet -
you're obviously not their favorite pet.
smelly cat, smelly cat..
i love you.

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(sigh)
i'm sure some people have it much worse than i do though.

i should have for real voided out the weekend.
i suck at them.

i hate it when i am wrong.
and i am wrong alot it looks to be.

i haven't bought anyone's christmas presents yet.
8 days and counting.

it's depressing waiting by the phone.