i'll love u for all my life

[throughmy_eyes]

After school today i got Holly some flowers and went to visit her at the cemetery. Tomorrow's the one year anniversary of her death. It's really weird it hasn't seemed like that long, sometimes it doesn't even seem like she's gone. This may seem a lil weird but that's how it is. Like when i first found out she died it didn't really hit me. I guess

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oh.. wow.

[georgebailey]

Becca- What you wrote really REALLy touched me. Shit i'm gonna cry! ok, i think you are a FANTASTIC writer and i love the way you get everything out. I love that you actually use this journal for the RIGHT reasons and you actually let everybody into your heart. It was really sad about Holly, i've known her since preschool, but i cant imagine how painful it was for you (who knew her REALLY well) I think she died to represent how the rest of us take life and our youth for granted. We are still here, and we are still bitching about life, when we really dont see just how lucky we are to be living it in the first place. I am so glad that you realize this too becasue you are such a sweet person and there is something about you i serioiusly LOVE! I dont even have to know you incedibly well to love you cuz i already do. I know that life can be sad at times, but you just have to keep fighting to see the good. I love you so much beautiful, if you need me I'll ALWAYS be here. You can just come up to me and my friends and say "Tara could i talk