i know i'm not a honorable "role model" figure to others, i act on impulses extremely too much. i know i'm not a good influence on many people when it comes to my personal life, i do a lot of shit i shouldnt. i know the things i say are sometimes harsh and uncaring, i lash out when i feel out of control in a situation. i know that i dont show my ( Read more... )

well i was gone this whole weekend for a volleyball tourney in houston. not exactly our shining moment. honestly, we sucked it up hardcore. but ohh well, too late now to cry about it ( Read more... )

well i really dont know if i need to update about this weekend since i'm pretty damn sure everyone has heard about it or will eventually hear about it. but here's some stuff that isnt being spread to bum fuck egypt ( Read more... )

i keep telling myself 'just one more day of taks' over and over again. its really not THAT unbearable except for the fact that the russian girl (the one that sang whitney houston in the talent show) is in my room and she and her boyfriend purposely DO NOT finish the test so they can go to the effin library together. her boy is in my friends' room ( Read more... )

been sick the past two days. didnt go to school on monday. physically there today. i can barely talk when i wake up and that lasts until 12 or so. comes back eventually. not cool. i think i know the reason why i got sick all of a sudden. not saying how on this though. but i definitely DO have an inclination as to what the cause of it was. and i am ( Read more... )

really havent had time to do this shit... this week was fine, same as any other. the weekend i must say was pretty damn fun though ( Read more... )

this weekend wasnt exactly what i had in mind but it was cool overall. friday, went to the baseball game but left early. there was a lot of sitting in the car going on haha. we went to this guys house for a while and stole his food. i dont really remember what else we did ( Read more... )

ALMOST the weekend. thank god. my brother is coming down so thats gonna be fun. i like talking to him when he comes home at like 4 in the morning. quite a character that one. i hope he brings me a suprise haha. i told him to. maybe it will aid in our "fuck carroll senior party" night ( Read more... )

havent updated in a while... WE GOT 2nd IN OUR TOURNEY! fuck yes. we've been doing really well and the medal we got this time is sweet. got a little tan on the beach. people say i'm starting to look mexican now. not quite sure if thats necessarily a good thing... eff it. this week at school's been boring as shit. EXCEPT for today when john brought ( Read more... )

i helped with the special olympics today. it was fun. not extremely fun, but fun. coach horton made fun of me cause i dont like kids again. i'm glad SHE enjoyed my aversion to kids. one girl was mumbling something to me and it took me like 5 minutes to figure out that her shoe was off and i had to effin fix it. it felt good to help but i just cant ( Read more... )