Re-reading Chapters
Title: Re-reading Chapters
Pairing: JunMa
Rating: Nc-17
Disclaimer: None of this happened and I don't know the people I wrote about personally
Main reason for dropping this is the Sakuraiba drabble series. I couldn't develop two plots based on the same incidents. Since this one would follow Aiba's hospitalization and News debut and with Jun cheating on Toma and that one would go pretty much the same way (Maybe not the news debut and Jun cheating on Toma) Anyway, I think it would be redundant to do much the same thing. So this one is DROPPED.
When Matsumoto Jun was twelve the world had defined ‘annoying’ for him.
He got the first hand experience at the constant botheration and irritation and grumpiness that an annoying force brings with it. Being the professional he was he never let it get in the way of his work. By irony of fate, it had been so that this same force had been tied to him with a leash and wherever he went the boy would be there; sharing rooms, hogging gaming consoles, looking absolutely too cheerful in photo shoots, crying too easily and lastly trusting too easily.
People may call him paranoid but when the day comes that one of the candy the annoying force so readily accepts from random staffs would prey him to a particularly nasty, preferably incurable disease and then he would be too dead to regret having disregarded his words.
It would be exaggerating to say he was relieved when he was separated from that little ball of unending energy and cheer. He had unwittingly grown accustomed or at best tolerant of the other’s presence in and around his life, work, school and leisure. But the kid was just a kid. Not ready to take on a full fledged commitment to a decision that would shape their lives. Few fourteen year olds have the mental stability (and extreme good looks) to debut in Johnny’s and Jun. Yes, Matsumoto Jun’s wisdom went beyond his years or at least Aiba’s years at best. When he met Ohno Satoshi He realized his wisdom went beyond his years too. However, when Matsumoto met or more like go to know Sho Sakurai he was forced to doubt his ultimate superiority over the common human beings.
Once Arashi had debuted that was all that was in Matsumoto Jun’s life. A storm of events, experiences, relations and many many hardships. Dealing with school, career, baka bandmates, complete inability to sing and a growing admiration for Sakurai Sho, Ikuta Toma was a closed chapter in Matsumoto Jun’s life and honestly he couldn’t have been gladder.
Some things he remembers vividly in his mind. Like the ecstasy of having their debut single create a record or the feeling of adrenaline rush at having staged Arashi’s first ever concert. There are other feelings that are obscure in his mind, like the cramps from dance practise, cracking his voice right before an Mste appearance (not that it affected his singing all that much), like rejection from Sakurai Sho.
For all the wisdom that he had acquired during his short life, it didn’t prevent heartbreak. Maybe it was the blow to his pride or maybe it was the pang in his chest that even his ego could not stop, maybe it was him looking for attention, for his self confidence back that he started noticing Ikuta Toma again. In the end it was he, who opened up that chapter in his life again.
The boy, he realized had grown from last he’d seen him. It’s funny how despite being together in the same school for over 2 years together he’s almost flicked over his head like that. Why was it that he hadn’t really noticed him earlier with his above average looks and ridiculous popularity-despite-utter-goofiness?
There were many interesting things about the boy and Jun found him to be apt distraction. He would get flustered or embarrassed easily but his demeanour would change around girls. It was amusing how he would turn off the power to his smile just a little bit and purse his lips at times around girls to look absolutely adorable but oddly sexy. Toma was also quite enthusiastic about everything in general. Jumping unnecessarily, running unnecessarily, climbing trees in feats of chivalry to retrieve a stuck cat then falling off the tree (at least the cat was safe).
After about a week of noticing all these interesting facts about the boy and joining remedial math because of him Jun realized he had turned into a stalker. Before the thought could start to distract him though Toma had already befriended him
The boy had an infectious laugh and would generously bestow his audience with its tinkle. Toma would sit beside him asking for help or they would try to solve problems together. Once he came over to Jun’s house to solve a particularly difficult homework. When Jun started liking remedial mathematics he knew something was wrong with his brain. He left the class. It was too basic anyway.
But Toma wasn’t one to abandon a friend. Jun found Toma oddly hovering around him from then on. Greeting him along hallways. Eating lunch with him. Text him. You know...just hover. Jun found strange solace in Toma’s company.
So Jun couldn’t help but feel Toma’s absence. It was oddly familiar. Like déjà vu from his first months in Arashi when there was an empty feeling around him he couldn’t grasp. But now whenever he saw Toma walking around with the girl Jun blamed to have caused Toma to abandon him, he couldn’t help feel angry. It was still not time to admit he’s jealous though.
Toma followed her like a puppy. She was from Jun’s class. A heartthrob no less. It was clear she was just leading him on. Why is Toma too stupid to see it? There’s buzz about those two being an item but there’s no such announcement or gesture from wither Kumiko or Toma. Until of course, they go to prom together.
Technically it’s not really prom, just a dance. Horikoshi doesn’t really have proms. But it’s sort of exclusive for the batch that would graduate. But popular kouhais or juniors would find their way in these events somehow. Just like Toma had with Kumiko.
Toma looked more striking somehow; more handsome, cool and heart breakingly beautiful in his classic tux and with his very pretty date. There was a buzz as soon as they had entered hand in hand with his own date going,
“Woah. I think they’ll be king and queen.”
Jun threw her a positively dirty look.
Jun decided he liked punch. Spiked. And especially crushing the empty little plastic cups when he was done with a glass.
“You know it’ll be more economical if you reuse one glass.” Jun cringed. Really why had he thought asking this girl to the prom would be a good idea? She was positively annoying. Her looks weren’t that great anyway. He could think of guys who looked better than her. One guy at least. Currently engaged in slow dance with a date who obviously did not deserve him.
He looked at the two dancing slowly, unaware of the eyes on them. Blissfully waltzing across the dance floor that seemed to accommodate them no matter what. People would move out of their way if they came too close and made way for them. Jun wished someone would bump into them. He was just considering taking this matter into his own hands when he noticed them moving closer...too close. And Toma had planted his lips softly against hers. A chaste kiss. Earning a huge round of applause and one very, very dirty glare.
The two broke apart suddenly embarrassed. And Toma did that really cute thing where he rubbed his nape nervously. They moved out of the limelight quickly, still holding hands.
Jun couldn’t stop glaring and his blood definitely did not stop boiling. Not long after the kiss, not even when his date threatened to go off with someone else, not even when she carried through with that threat.
Jun was somehow aware of the fact that Toma was coming towards him. But the situation fully dawned on him when he was at his table shooting daggers at him. Jun was flustered for a moment before composing himself and mouthing a ‘What?’
Toma exhaled, grabbed his elbow and yanked him outside the gymnasium. Jun was thrown against a wall roughly. He gazed at the angry Toma in confusion.
“You’re staring at her. Don’t think I didn’t notice.”
“Don’t act dumb! I SAW you staring the whole night!”
Jun ducked his head in embarrassment ...so Toma had noticed? A punch against the wall brought him out of his reverie.
“She’s mine! Dammit! Don’t you dare try and fuck this up for me!”
Jun felt he was missing part of this conversation, “She? Who?”
“KUMIKO!! Get your dirty eyes and mind of her and don’t even think about getting your hands near her. Geez. And I thought you were my friend!”
After another minute of blank stares it dawned on Jun, “You thought I was staring at Kumiko?” Jun started laughing and patted his head, “Calm down. I’m not interested in her.
Toma spluttered for a moment, “Then?”
Jun thought it was as good a time now as it would ever be.
He grabbed Toma’s shoulder much to the surprise of the school heartthrob and flipped them over so that it was now him pressing Toma into the wall.
“I don’t even know what Kumiko is wearing” It was probably something strapless Jun thinks before crashing their lips together. A hard kiss. That didn’t allow Toma to push him off just scrabble at his suit uselessly before gripping to get a measure of control. Jun didn’t waste time in molesting the slightly more amiable Toma. While one raked through the brown hair the other trailed down the torso to pullout the tucked in dress shirt. He lapped at Toma’s soft lips, running his palm along the heated skin of Toma’s abdomen making the latter gasp. Jun slipped his tongue in then and Toma moaned clinging onto Jun for support by then.
Jun retracted having made his point and brushed down his kouhai’s hair caressing the curved cheek while he was at it. Toma was busy catching his breath to protest.
He looked up in alarm however when Jun unzipped his pants but then Jun only tucked his shirt back inside and brushed his crumpled suit. His swollen, wet lips the only sign of their past activity by then. But Jun even brushed his thumb across his lips wiping off the saliva there. He pecked Toma’s lips for good measure causing the younger to jerk in surprise. Which amused Jun to a great extent. The guy pulled him closer when he had shoved his tongue down his throat and yet reacts adversely at a chaste kiss.
He patted Toma’s head before joining the party. None too soon since he saw one of Toma’s friends flick past him as he opened the door.
He was just on time to hear Toma and Kumiko being announced King and Queen.
Thankfully Toma didn’t kiss Kumiko anymore that night.
On the next school day he couldn’t find Toma anywhere. He was probably avoiding him. Which is exactly why it was imminent he find him now before Toma does something stupid. Like marry Kumiko.
After a fruitless search he headed to the rooftop to vent out his frustration. Just in time to see Toma lean down to peck Kumiko’s lips. Jun would laugh at the attempt if it would not give him away. Toma scrunching his face up like that in utter confusion was cute. Kumiko looked utterly dissatisfied before she took matters into her own hands and pulled his face into a longer and deeper kiss. Jun chuckled. Poor Toma, molested left and right. He prayed this would not cause the boy some sexual trauma in future.
He ducked just as Kumiko waved goodbye at Toma and skipped out of the door.
Toma sighed just as Jun loomed up on him.
“Hey!” Toma’s eyes widened in alarm.
“Why are you forcing yourself?” Jun asked him instead.
“To do what?” Toma seemed slightly irked.
“To be with her.”
“Are you kidding? I’ve been wooing her for like forever.”
“But you made out with me instead.” Toma’s exasperation and confusion at his actions at his reaction to Jun did not go unnoticed. Jun trapped him in his arms to calm the flustered boy down but that only managed to fluster him more.
“Need a reminder?” Toma never got a chance to be completely comfortable around Jun with that calm attitude of his. “C’mon you need to weigh out your options, right?”
When Toma didn’t look too adverse to the idea Jun leaned in to press his lips softly to Toma’s unsure ones. The usually cool boy blushed visibly and pushed out of Jun’s embrace. He was about to run. But Jun caught up and embraced him from behind.
“Kumiko is really pretty but-
“Oh so you do notice her.”
“Jealous?”
“NO! Just worried.”
“That she’ll leave you if I woo her or that I’ll leave you to woo her?” Jun kissed Toma’s nape and he inhaled sharply, “I don’t know.”
“Come home with me.”
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Toma did.
Jun guessed the decision was as impulsive as the invitation if his own nervousness being reflected in those brown eyes in front of him was any indication. However he was the more expert one here and he took the initiative to join Toma on the bed to kiss him
His inhibitions soon fell away. Now he had to coax Toma’s off as he pulled the younger closer, onto his lap and unbuttoned his shirt. He slipped it off his shoulders and stripped him to his boxers. Toma squirmed and broke away from the kiss embarrassed, hiding his exposed skin as much as possible behind a pillow.
Jun chuckled but that only got Toma to hide his face too and Jun decided to strip down to his own boxers before forcing the face up from the pillows. But Toma’s nervousness only built when he saw Jun’s half naked form and he clutched the pillow closer, unable to take his eyes off of Jun’s body.
They wrestled with the god forsaken pillow for a while before Jun successfully threw it over his shoulders and grabbed one very nervous boy to bestow him with furious kisses. Toma relaxed or was maybe too tired to fight after a few moments and Jun sucked on his bottom lip teasing the elastic of Toma’s boxer.
Sensing Toma’s slight tremble when he eased a hand inside he decided Toma was not ready to take it off yet, easing the boy onto his back instead. Kissing him comfortingly then adoring his neck and collarbones. Toma moaned and wriggled underneath him. Arching up involuntarily when Jun bit into his skin softly.
Judging by the way Toma kept his legs tightly closed together he would not be taking off the boxers anytime soon despite all that moaning and whimpering. He must do something to make Toma really want him.
Jun ground down on him while closing his mouth round one nipple. He pressed their hips close furiously licking the nipple to hardness earning a strangled cry from Toma. When he started sucking on the sensitive nipple and playing with the twin nub with his free hand Toma spread his legs for him with a guttural groan.
Jun didn’t lose anytime in stripping Toma off of his by now wet boxers. Jun stared mesmerized at the aroused and panting Toma, spreading his legs out further for a better view of the engorged cock leaking precum. He couldn’t help but lick the tip.
Toma kicked up his legs and whined loudly hitting Jun on the shoulder with his flailing limbs.
“Nooo~~t reeeadddyyyy!!!” He groaned in embarrassment hiding his face again. Jun pinned down the swinging legs and leaned over them to shut him up. Toma looked up at him pathetically when Jun retracted and was slowly stroking his hair.
“Don’t worry Toma, You’re Beautiful” Toma lowered his eyes from Jun’s gaze turning a bright shade of pink and Jun kissed his forehead before pushing a lubed finger into his hole.
Toma bit his lip to hush his cry and his tremors vibrated through Jun’s body while the latter could only stroke his forehead tenderly. Jun worked his fingers until Toma was relaxed around three.
Jun tried cajoling him onto his hands and knees but Toma only whined about how embarrassing it was. Jun pulled down his own boxers in exasperation and guided Toma’s hand to his erection and Toma stroked experimentally earning little moans from him. He rolled on the condom and coated Toma’s fingers with lube and the younger smeared it on with increasing certainty as Jun moaned loudly.
Jun finally got Toma onto his stomach if nothing else and Toma looked back nervously. Jun kissed along the pale shoulder before guiding his cock to Toma’s entrance and pushed in slowly.
The overwhelming heat sucked him in and Toma cried out loudly as he collapsed on top of him, his body trembling with the effort to not come. Toma huffed.
“Fucking moo~~ve”
Jun completely caught unprepared pulled out hastily and it was a while before he was calm enough to push back in. His arms too jelly-like to support his weight anymore. It was long before his jerky movements found a rhythm and Toma was ear piercingly loud which made Jun glad that he had taken Toma to a love hotel rather than his home.
Jun wrapped his hand around Toma’s erection and one rough tug brought the idol-to-be undone onto his fingers. Jun’s ego felt it safe to let go then and he did so going lax against a very tired and sweaty Toma.
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The next day Jun heard during locker gossip with a self satisfied smirk about Toma and Kumiko breaking up. At another failed attempt at finding Toma Jun put his best bet on the roof top and grinned when he was right.
“Heard you broke up.”
“Yeah.”
“Pity, you two looked good with each other.”
Toma looked at Jun with incredulity before playing along, “I’m too busy for girlfriends.”
“Really?”
“Yeah. 4tops is getting more work nowadays.” Toma leaned against the railing
“So you’ve given up on love?” Jun joined him.
“Yeah. It only leads to heartbreak, you see.”
“Aww.” Jun trailed a teasing finger down Toma’s shoulder to rest on the small of his back, “You need consolation?” He asked concerned.
“No.” Jun’s hands trailed lower to cup his ass and Toma let out a shaky sigh.
He suddenly turned to Jun with an intense pout, “It still hurts!”
Jun laughed loudly before kissing that pout away.
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Toma was such a cutie.
Jun really had no other way to describe him. Blushing when they met at corridors, pushing him off when he teased him, reluctantly feeding him his bento when he really bugged him to do it but really fierce in bed. Well technically they couldn’t have sex after that one time and had to satisfy themselves with quick, stolen kisses, make-out sessions on bridge nights when parents were out and quick jerk-offs in the bathrooms or dressing rooms. But he was fierce, whenever they were alone and “in the mood”
Ohno once caught him blowing Toma. The way Toma flared bright red; Jun had half a mind to make Ohno find them out more often.
Pairing: JunMa
Rating: Nc-17
Disclaimer: None of this happened and I don't know the people I wrote about personally
Main reason for dropping this is the Sakuraiba drabble series. I couldn't develop two plots based on the same incidents. Since this one would follow Aiba's hospitalization and News debut and with Jun cheating on Toma and that one would go pretty much the same way (Maybe not the news debut and Jun cheating on Toma) Anyway, I think it would be redundant to do much the same thing. So this one is DROPPED.
When Matsumoto Jun was twelve the world had defined ‘annoying’ for him.
He got the first hand experience at the constant botheration and irritation and grumpiness that an annoying force brings with it. Being the professional he was he never let it get in the way of his work. By irony of fate, it had been so that this same force had been tied to him with a leash and wherever he went the boy would be there; sharing rooms, hogging gaming consoles, looking absolutely too cheerful in photo shoots, crying too easily and lastly trusting too easily.
People may call him paranoid but when the day comes that one of the candy the annoying force so readily accepts from random staffs would prey him to a particularly nasty, preferably incurable disease and then he would be too dead to regret having disregarded his words.
It would be exaggerating to say he was relieved when he was separated from that little ball of unending energy and cheer. He had unwittingly grown accustomed or at best tolerant of the other’s presence in and around his life, work, school and leisure. But the kid was just a kid. Not ready to take on a full fledged commitment to a decision that would shape their lives. Few fourteen year olds have the mental stability (and extreme good looks) to debut in Johnny’s and Jun. Yes, Matsumoto Jun’s wisdom went beyond his years or at least Aiba’s years at best. When he met Ohno Satoshi He realized his wisdom went beyond his years too. However, when Matsumoto met or more like go to know Sho Sakurai he was forced to doubt his ultimate superiority over the common human beings.
Once Arashi had debuted that was all that was in Matsumoto Jun’s life. A storm of events, experiences, relations and many many hardships. Dealing with school, career, baka bandmates, complete inability to sing and a growing admiration for Sakurai Sho, Ikuta Toma was a closed chapter in Matsumoto Jun’s life and honestly he couldn’t have been gladder.
Some things he remembers vividly in his mind. Like the ecstasy of having their debut single create a record or the feeling of adrenaline rush at having staged Arashi’s first ever concert. There are other feelings that are obscure in his mind, like the cramps from dance practise, cracking his voice right before an Mste appearance (not that it affected his singing all that much), like rejection from Sakurai Sho.
For all the wisdom that he had acquired during his short life, it didn’t prevent heartbreak. Maybe it was the blow to his pride or maybe it was the pang in his chest that even his ego could not stop, maybe it was him looking for attention, for his self confidence back that he started noticing Ikuta Toma again. In the end it was he, who opened up that chapter in his life again.
The boy, he realized had grown from last he’d seen him. It’s funny how despite being together in the same school for over 2 years together he’s almost flicked over his head like that. Why was it that he hadn’t really noticed him earlier with his above average looks and ridiculous popularity-despite-utter-goofiness?
There were many interesting things about the boy and Jun found him to be apt distraction. He would get flustered or embarrassed easily but his demeanour would change around girls. It was amusing how he would turn off the power to his smile just a little bit and purse his lips at times around girls to look absolutely adorable but oddly sexy. Toma was also quite enthusiastic about everything in general. Jumping unnecessarily, running unnecessarily, climbing trees in feats of chivalry to retrieve a stuck cat then falling off the tree (at least the cat was safe).
After about a week of noticing all these interesting facts about the boy and joining remedial math because of him Jun realized he had turned into a stalker. Before the thought could start to distract him though Toma had already befriended him
The boy had an infectious laugh and would generously bestow his audience with its tinkle. Toma would sit beside him asking for help or they would try to solve problems together. Once he came over to Jun’s house to solve a particularly difficult homework. When Jun started liking remedial mathematics he knew something was wrong with his brain. He left the class. It was too basic anyway.
But Toma wasn’t one to abandon a friend. Jun found Toma oddly hovering around him from then on. Greeting him along hallways. Eating lunch with him. Text him. You know...just hover. Jun found strange solace in Toma’s company.
So Jun couldn’t help but feel Toma’s absence. It was oddly familiar. Like déjà vu from his first months in Arashi when there was an empty feeling around him he couldn’t grasp. But now whenever he saw Toma walking around with the girl Jun blamed to have caused Toma to abandon him, he couldn’t help feel angry. It was still not time to admit he’s jealous though.
Toma followed her like a puppy. She was from Jun’s class. A heartthrob no less. It was clear she was just leading him on. Why is Toma too stupid to see it? There’s buzz about those two being an item but there’s no such announcement or gesture from wither Kumiko or Toma. Until of course, they go to prom together.
Technically it’s not really prom, just a dance. Horikoshi doesn’t really have proms. But it’s sort of exclusive for the batch that would graduate. But popular kouhais or juniors would find their way in these events somehow. Just like Toma had with Kumiko.
Toma looked more striking somehow; more handsome, cool and heart breakingly beautiful in his classic tux and with his very pretty date. There was a buzz as soon as they had entered hand in hand with his own date going,
“Woah. I think they’ll be king and queen.”
Jun threw her a positively dirty look.
Jun decided he liked punch. Spiked. And especially crushing the empty little plastic cups when he was done with a glass.
“You know it’ll be more economical if you reuse one glass.” Jun cringed. Really why had he thought asking this girl to the prom would be a good idea? She was positively annoying. Her looks weren’t that great anyway. He could think of guys who looked better than her. One guy at least. Currently engaged in slow dance with a date who obviously did not deserve him.
He looked at the two dancing slowly, unaware of the eyes on them. Blissfully waltzing across the dance floor that seemed to accommodate them no matter what. People would move out of their way if they came too close and made way for them. Jun wished someone would bump into them. He was just considering taking this matter into his own hands when he noticed them moving closer...too close. And Toma had planted his lips softly against hers. A chaste kiss. Earning a huge round of applause and one very, very dirty glare.
The two broke apart suddenly embarrassed. And Toma did that really cute thing where he rubbed his nape nervously. They moved out of the limelight quickly, still holding hands.
Jun couldn’t stop glaring and his blood definitely did not stop boiling. Not long after the kiss, not even when his date threatened to go off with someone else, not even when she carried through with that threat.
Jun was somehow aware of the fact that Toma was coming towards him. But the situation fully dawned on him when he was at his table shooting daggers at him. Jun was flustered for a moment before composing himself and mouthing a ‘What?’
Toma exhaled, grabbed his elbow and yanked him outside the gymnasium. Jun was thrown against a wall roughly. He gazed at the angry Toma in confusion.
“You’re staring at her. Don’t think I didn’t notice.”
“Don’t act dumb! I SAW you staring the whole night!”
Jun ducked his head in embarrassment ...so Toma had noticed? A punch against the wall brought him out of his reverie.
“She’s mine! Dammit! Don’t you dare try and fuck this up for me!”
Jun felt he was missing part of this conversation, “She? Who?”
“KUMIKO!! Get your dirty eyes and mind of her and don’t even think about getting your hands near her. Geez. And I thought you were my friend!”
After another minute of blank stares it dawned on Jun, “You thought I was staring at Kumiko?” Jun started laughing and patted his head, “Calm down. I’m not interested in her.
Toma spluttered for a moment, “Then?”
Jun thought it was as good a time now as it would ever be.
He grabbed Toma’s shoulder much to the surprise of the school heartthrob and flipped them over so that it was now him pressing Toma into the wall.
“I don’t even know what Kumiko is wearing” It was probably something strapless Jun thinks before crashing their lips together. A hard kiss. That didn’t allow Toma to push him off just scrabble at his suit uselessly before gripping to get a measure of control. Jun didn’t waste time in molesting the slightly more amiable Toma. While one raked through the brown hair the other trailed down the torso to pullout the tucked in dress shirt. He lapped at Toma’s soft lips, running his palm along the heated skin of Toma’s abdomen making the latter gasp. Jun slipped his tongue in then and Toma moaned clinging onto Jun for support by then.
Jun retracted having made his point and brushed down his kouhai’s hair caressing the curved cheek while he was at it. Toma was busy catching his breath to protest.
He looked up in alarm however when Jun unzipped his pants but then Jun only tucked his shirt back inside and brushed his crumpled suit. His swollen, wet lips the only sign of their past activity by then. But Jun even brushed his thumb across his lips wiping off the saliva there. He pecked Toma’s lips for good measure causing the younger to jerk in surprise. Which amused Jun to a great extent. The guy pulled him closer when he had shoved his tongue down his throat and yet reacts adversely at a chaste kiss.
He patted Toma’s head before joining the party. None too soon since he saw one of Toma’s friends flick past him as he opened the door.
He was just on time to hear Toma and Kumiko being announced King and Queen.
Thankfully Toma didn’t kiss Kumiko anymore that night.
On the next school day he couldn’t find Toma anywhere. He was probably avoiding him. Which is exactly why it was imminent he find him now before Toma does something stupid. Like marry Kumiko.
After a fruitless search he headed to the rooftop to vent out his frustration. Just in time to see Toma lean down to peck Kumiko’s lips. Jun would laugh at the attempt if it would not give him away. Toma scrunching his face up like that in utter confusion was cute. Kumiko looked utterly dissatisfied before she took matters into her own hands and pulled his face into a longer and deeper kiss. Jun chuckled. Poor Toma, molested left and right. He prayed this would not cause the boy some sexual trauma in future.
He ducked just as Kumiko waved goodbye at Toma and skipped out of the door.
Toma sighed just as Jun loomed up on him.
“Hey!” Toma’s eyes widened in alarm.
“Why are you forcing yourself?” Jun asked him instead.
“To do what?” Toma seemed slightly irked.
“To be with her.”
“Are you kidding? I’ve been wooing her for like forever.”
“But you made out with me instead.” Toma’s exasperation and confusion at his actions at his reaction to Jun did not go unnoticed. Jun trapped him in his arms to calm the flustered boy down but that only managed to fluster him more.
“Need a reminder?” Toma never got a chance to be completely comfortable around Jun with that calm attitude of his. “C’mon you need to weigh out your options, right?”
When Toma didn’t look too adverse to the idea Jun leaned in to press his lips softly to Toma’s unsure ones. The usually cool boy blushed visibly and pushed out of Jun’s embrace. He was about to run. But Jun caught up and embraced him from behind.
“Kumiko is really pretty but-
“Oh so you do notice her.”
“Jealous?”
“NO! Just worried.”
“That she’ll leave you if I woo her or that I’ll leave you to woo her?” Jun kissed Toma’s nape and he inhaled sharply, “I don’t know.”
“Come home with me.”
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Toma did.
Jun guessed the decision was as impulsive as the invitation if his own nervousness being reflected in those brown eyes in front of him was any indication. However he was the more expert one here and he took the initiative to join Toma on the bed to kiss him
His inhibitions soon fell away. Now he had to coax Toma’s off as he pulled the younger closer, onto his lap and unbuttoned his shirt. He slipped it off his shoulders and stripped him to his boxers. Toma squirmed and broke away from the kiss embarrassed, hiding his exposed skin as much as possible behind a pillow.
Jun chuckled but that only got Toma to hide his face too and Jun decided to strip down to his own boxers before forcing the face up from the pillows. But Toma’s nervousness only built when he saw Jun’s half naked form and he clutched the pillow closer, unable to take his eyes off of Jun’s body.
They wrestled with the god forsaken pillow for a while before Jun successfully threw it over his shoulders and grabbed one very nervous boy to bestow him with furious kisses. Toma relaxed or was maybe too tired to fight after a few moments and Jun sucked on his bottom lip teasing the elastic of Toma’s boxer.
Sensing Toma’s slight tremble when he eased a hand inside he decided Toma was not ready to take it off yet, easing the boy onto his back instead. Kissing him comfortingly then adoring his neck and collarbones. Toma moaned and wriggled underneath him. Arching up involuntarily when Jun bit into his skin softly.
Judging by the way Toma kept his legs tightly closed together he would not be taking off the boxers anytime soon despite all that moaning and whimpering. He must do something to make Toma really want him.
Jun ground down on him while closing his mouth round one nipple. He pressed their hips close furiously licking the nipple to hardness earning a strangled cry from Toma. When he started sucking on the sensitive nipple and playing with the twin nub with his free hand Toma spread his legs for him with a guttural groan.
Jun didn’t lose anytime in stripping Toma off of his by now wet boxers. Jun stared mesmerized at the aroused and panting Toma, spreading his legs out further for a better view of the engorged cock leaking precum. He couldn’t help but lick the tip.
Toma kicked up his legs and whined loudly hitting Jun on the shoulder with his flailing limbs.
“Nooo~~t reeeadddyyyy!!!” He groaned in embarrassment hiding his face again. Jun pinned down the swinging legs and leaned over them to shut him up. Toma looked up at him pathetically when Jun retracted and was slowly stroking his hair.
“Don’t worry Toma, You’re Beautiful” Toma lowered his eyes from Jun’s gaze turning a bright shade of pink and Jun kissed his forehead before pushing a lubed finger into his hole.
Toma bit his lip to hush his cry and his tremors vibrated through Jun’s body while the latter could only stroke his forehead tenderly. Jun worked his fingers until Toma was relaxed around three.
Jun tried cajoling him onto his hands and knees but Toma only whined about how embarrassing it was. Jun pulled down his own boxers in exasperation and guided Toma’s hand to his erection and Toma stroked experimentally earning little moans from him. He rolled on the condom and coated Toma’s fingers with lube and the younger smeared it on with increasing certainty as Jun moaned loudly.
Jun finally got Toma onto his stomach if nothing else and Toma looked back nervously. Jun kissed along the pale shoulder before guiding his cock to Toma’s entrance and pushed in slowly.
The overwhelming heat sucked him in and Toma cried out loudly as he collapsed on top of him, his body trembling with the effort to not come. Toma huffed.
“Fucking moo~~ve”
Jun completely caught unprepared pulled out hastily and it was a while before he was calm enough to push back in. His arms too jelly-like to support his weight anymore. It was long before his jerky movements found a rhythm and Toma was ear piercingly loud which made Jun glad that he had taken Toma to a love hotel rather than his home.
Jun wrapped his hand around Toma’s erection and one rough tug brought the idol-to-be undone onto his fingers. Jun’s ego felt it safe to let go then and he did so going lax against a very tired and sweaty Toma.
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The next day Jun heard during locker gossip with a self satisfied smirk about Toma and Kumiko breaking up. At another failed attempt at finding Toma Jun put his best bet on the roof top and grinned when he was right.
“Heard you broke up.”
“Yeah.”
“Pity, you two looked good with each other.”
Toma looked at Jun with incredulity before playing along, “I’m too busy for girlfriends.”
“Really?”
“Yeah. 4tops is getting more work nowadays.” Toma leaned against the railing
“So you’ve given up on love?” Jun joined him.
“Yeah. It only leads to heartbreak, you see.”
“Aww.” Jun trailed a teasing finger down Toma’s shoulder to rest on the small of his back, “You need consolation?” He asked concerned.
“No.” Jun’s hands trailed lower to cup his ass and Toma let out a shaky sigh.
He suddenly turned to Jun with an intense pout, “It still hurts!”
Jun laughed loudly before kissing that pout away.
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Toma was such a cutie.
Jun really had no other way to describe him. Blushing when they met at corridors, pushing him off when he teased him, reluctantly feeding him his bento when he really bugged him to do it but really fierce in bed. Well technically they couldn’t have sex after that one time and had to satisfy themselves with quick, stolen kisses, make-out sessions on bridge nights when parents were out and quick jerk-offs in the bathrooms or dressing rooms. But he was fierce, whenever they were alone and “in the mood”
Ohno once caught him blowing Toma. The way Toma flared bright red; Jun had half a mind to make Ohno find them out more often.