The Scientist
Title: The Scientist (From the Song By Cold Play)
Pairing: JunMa, Sakuraiba, Ohmiya (main) and Sakumoto and TomaxOhno on the side (lots of action for the side pairings -_-)
Rating: nc-17
Warning: There is an ALMOST non-con issue in there You have been warned.
Disclaimer: Don't own.
Note: For camaronzin cause it's your prompt, your fic, your comm, please title it and I'm sorry I based it loosely off your prompts but it doesn't fit 100% but whatever it has porn and happy endings
Six lives, horribly intertwined equals to some serious fuck; literally and figuratively.
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Ohno groans as he slips inside. He pounds the slender body underneath his as the younger boy clutches at his neck.
Damn! He’s started thinking about Kazu, but it isn’t Kazu, that body isn’t Kazu’s, it’s longer, slimmer, more toned, muscular and completely and utterly wrong.
“Ohno-san” He whimpers scratching at his back and arching into his chest. That’s wrong too, with Kazu it’s ‘Oh-chan’.
Everything is wrong. Yet he’s here with this boy like he was yesterday and almost everyday since he’s met him.
Is it worth marking him? Ohno thinks as he mouths at his neck but then the boy clenches around him and Ohno bites down into the soft skin of his shoulder. Unconsciously he leaves a mark.
Ohno can’t think any longer though as the boy rocks against him urgently, bumping his cock against his stomach and taking him deeper into his ass. For someone he wasn’t sure was legal the first time they met he’s good, very good judging from the way Ohno a man ten years senior comes first.
The boy comes a second later. It doesn’t matter anymore, Ohno’s mission is accomplished anyway. They manage a soft kiss afterwards somehow as the boy wriggles from underneath him and Ohno is reminded again of how this isn’t Kazu.
The boy’s sultry gaze shifts from his face to the bedside drawer, he pulls up his pants before picking his cheque from inside the drawer, still pulling on his shirt as he slams the door shut; gone to be back until Ohno needs to vent his growing frustration with Kazu. Most probably tomorrow or the day after.
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“Tell me I’m sexy.”
“Ah...you’re sexy.” Sho mumbles into his neck, “And hot and wild and beautiful and so damn good.”
Jun smiles as he allows Sho’s fingers to violate him. That’s why he liked being with Sho, the guy was generous with compliments. It helped that he was incredibly hot and awesome in bed.
Yeah, that’s the way to do it Jun thinks as Sho digs in three fingers all at once. The chains on his neck jingle against each other as he thrashes on the bed. Sho sucks on them, the pendants making Jun want that mouth around his cock.
“Again.” Jun says and it’s impossible for Sho to comprehend exactly which of his previous actions Jun wants on repeat.
He says, ‘sexy’ and ‘damn hot’ again as Jun spreads is legs further. Turns out he did the right thing for once as Jun’s face erupts into a beautiful smile.
“You want me, right?”
Sho thinks that it’s the stupidest question ever. He’s put so much at stake just to be with Jun.
“What is there not to want about you?”
Sho repeats ‘sexy’ again for good measure as he pushes roughly inside.
“My boyfriend doesn’t want me.”
Sho stills inside Jun, though not for his incredibly tight heat. The words echo through his mind even after Jun pokes him out of his reverie and they fuck, quite literally like bunnies.
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“Sempai!”
Nino hits Toma upside the head, “Not Yet! Get accepted first. Not that you’ll have any troubles.”
Toma nods enthusiastically. “I’m happy you asked me out Nino-sempai.”
Nino gave him a long suffering look before breaking into a smile, “Fine, you can call me that. Make me feel all important in front of my boyfriend, okay?”
“Hai!”
Toma saw a man walk into the restaurant, looking tired and donning an expensive suit. He walked right up to them, hung his coat on the back of the chair and kissed Nino-sempai on the cheek.
“Satoshi meet Toma, he’s applied to my college, and you can guess why I am forced to give him special attention.”
“So you’ll be joining Kazu’s college.”
“If I can get the money, sir.”
“But if Kazu is giving you special attention you must be a star student or something.”
“He’s a triple-threat.”
Ohno made an ‘o’ before saying, “Then you should get a scholarship.”
“If there were any he would.” Nino replied from where he was checking out the menu.
Toma threw Ohno a sad smile.
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You need money, right?” Jun pushes Toma against a rusty old shelf and buries his face in his neck, takes in the sweet scent of the skin he wants to devour so much.
“That’s why you work all the time and can’t spend time with me. I have so much. Just take it. Take it and be with me.” Toma stills in his horror, the implications too horrid for him to bear, he pushes Jun’s curious lips away from his neck.
“I’m not your fucking whore!” He replies angrily before he’s storming out. Jun grabs Toma’s collar in a desperate attempt to stop him, “That’s not what I meant.”
He catches the purple and pink shades of a fading bruise as Toma’s collar slips across his shoulders. Toma hastily pulls it back up and goes back to stocking the aisles.
Jun kicks the rusty shelf in his frustration. A few dusty cans fall off but he can hardly care. He storms out of the cursed combini dialling a number furiously.
There is a click as the line connects.
“Sho? When can you meet me?”
“No Jun, it’s Masaki,” A weary voice replies, “Probably in about an hour. He’s showering.”
Jun hangs up.
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“I love you Masaki.”
“Un.” Aiba nods as Sho kisses his cheek, “Will you be back tonight?”
“No.”
“Okay.” Sho’s glad Aiba doesn’t question him. Aiba rarely questions him anymore. Maybe he’s too busy to. Maybe it doesn’t matter to him or maybe Sho thinks with a pang of guilt that he trusts him.
Sho turns from the doorway and grabs Aiba’s waist, pulls him into a searing kiss. Moving his lips furiously against Aiba’s who makes a strangled sound at the back of his throat.
Aiba’s pecking at his lips, panting, holding him close.
“Stay with me.” Aiba sounds so broken that it hits Sho like a sudden wave.
“Cancel your meetings and stay tonight.” Aiba hooks a leg around Sho’s waist.
Sho does, at the expense of a skull-shaped bruise on his cheeks, Sho stays with Aiba that night.
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“Kazu?”
“Ah. Ohno-san? Ninomiya-san is filming at the moment and he’ll have rehearsals the whole day too. I think you have a higher chance of reaching him tomorrow.”
Ohno hung up in frustration. He threw the phone to the ground, frustrated. This was the third day he was being ignored. Dammit, he was busy too, Kazu could call him sometime!
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“You ditched me!” Jun jabbed Sho as he said it.
Clutching his smarting jaw Sho apologized again.
“I don’t need another failing relationship! I thought we were there for each other! Something about empathizing?”
Sho sighed, “My boyfriend loves me.”
“Oh great, and you realize that now! So what? We don’t empathize anymore?” Jun swiped his hands across the paper.
Sho could do without a scene in his office, “Please Jun, not here. I’ll meet you at your apartment after I’m done.”
“I’ll wait up for you like a little housewife, right? Bastard.” Jun seethed.
“Jun, you knew I have a boyfriend and you also know that I can’t afford this here and you also know that I...I...I care. I’ll come by, please Jun understand.” When Jun huffed off Sho felt relieved he felt like it would be nothing he can’t handle. Maybe he should buy a necklace for him on his way back.
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“I’m sorry for not being available these past few days, Satoshi. I have to attend parties like crazy. Networking is such a pain in the ass.”
“It’s okay.” Ohno coos at his beloved and pulls him against his body. Nino climbs up into his lap and settles there with dinner and Ohno steals food off his plate to annoy him but mostly to just get his Kazu annoyed enough to feed him. Sometimes Kazu would give him a kiss for eating all those yucky vegetables and Ohno’s started to love them for it.
Sometimes, at times like these, Kazu kisses him just because he feels like it and Ohno loves those unexpected kisses too.
“Kazu?” He calls out softly, a little tense. He finds himself unable to outright ask him so he fishes in his pockets for his little gift. “You have spring break right? You should take a break” He says as he nervously hands Kazu the two tickets to Hawaii.
However scared he was, he didn’t expect Kazu to suddenly scramble out of his embrace looking absolutely appalled.
“Why do you keep doing this?”
“What?”
“Making plans without telling me? Then you get all disappointed and pout and are difficult and I have to take all that shit!”
“It was a surprise.” Ohno was stunned Nino reacted this way.
Nino glared at Ohno for a while before his features softened at the look of utter bewilderment on his face. He plopped down on the sofa beside him, keeping a respectable distance.
“I’m tired.” Was all he said as he stuffed the tickets back into Ohno’s pockets.
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
Nino’s already fallen asleep.
Ohno pats his pockets forlornly.
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Jun comes home to a lavish dinner and a nervous, apologetic Toma.
Toma twists the apron nervously in between his fingers and Jun forgives him right then, even before the verbal confirmation follows.
He hugs Toma, rakes his fingers through his hair nervously before Toma leans in to kiss him.
It’s a kiss and nothing else. Jun has had enough of trying to make their intimacy lead to someplace but it never goes anywhere worth visiting since Toma doesn’t want to. Jun hopes secretly that Toma would want to someday.
But at least today he doesn’t and that’s enough to dim Jun’s optimism as he follows Toma to the dining table set for two, candles and rose petals and everything.
Jun’s irritation at the rose petals dissipate as they cushion his fingers intertwined with Toma’s as the latter recounts of his school, work, regular customers and all the weird combination of stuff people seem to purchase from there.
Jun laughs when he is supposed to. He is glad things are back to normal. He’s glad Toma’s found time out for him. In fact he should apologize for having been demanding, Toma’s working hard for his dream. Jun’s never had any, never needed any so he didn’t know the feeling but the way Toma’s eyes shined whenever he talked about his dream college Jun thinks it might be just worth it having a dream.
They wash the dishes together, fool around and create a bigger mess. They are giggling and shoving shoulders playfully when they finally plop down on the couch. Jun winds an arm around Toma’s shoulder, kisses his cheek and Toma clasps their hands together.
It fits beautifully.
The bell rings and Toma breaks their comfortable moulding to answer it.
Jun’s heart palpitates once he sees Sho trailing after Toma and into the living room.
“Jun-chan, there’s a Sakurai-san here for you.”
Sho bows and Jun remembers to wipe the stricken look off his face and bows back. He’s just remembered Sho was supposed to visit.
He kept his promise, his heart softens.
Toma’s phone rings and he kisses Jun, a little long by Toma’s standards before he slings his backpack over his shoulder and leaves the apartment.
Sho strides over to the sofa in seconds before collecting Jun into his arms. Jun squirms a little, Sho understands it’s from guilt but he settles down soon and Sho finally kisses him.
“Would you have let me stay if he decided to spend the night?”
“I get your point. No need to rub it in.”
“I got you a present.” Jun’s foul mood and lingering anger all vanished in thin air as he bounced in happiness as Sho brought out a long jewellery box from inside his coat.
Jun squealed when a slivering silver chain followed Sho’s fingers out the box and he crooned his neck out to allow Sho to clasp it around his neck. The simple black pendant dangled proudly from the silver chain and Jun kissed Sho as thank you.
Sho pet his hair as welcome before kissing him again.
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Aiba is checking test scripts. He scribbles off a tick he’s just put over a wrong answer and proceeds to draw a very large angry cross instead.
He looks at the kid’s test script he just sort of messed up and draws a smiley for him in his guilt.
Sho called to cancel their date today.
He gave a pretty good excuse.
Aiba wished he didn’t know better than to believe it.
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“Ohno-san?”
“You’re going on a trip.”
“I am?”
“Yes, with me.”
“But..but I-
“You have break and I need a companion. I’ll be mostly busy during the days meeting up with a client and you can have those times all to yourself. Trip’s on me.”
“But-
“You’ll get paid for your services of course.”
“But-
“I have your tickets, take them when you come over tomorrow night”
Ohno hung up.
Toma crumpled the onsen passes he had meant to give Jun and threw them into the bin.
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He tried calling Ohno that day but his calls went unanswered.
Today must be the day for Ohno to be busy. Nino sighed. Why didn’t their schedules match?
He decided to give him a house call. He could wait up if Ohno wasn’t there
Nino wasn’t exactly proud of how he had reacted to Ohno’s little gift.
He figured if Ohno was too tired for wild, hot sex then he’d at least appreciate a massage.
Nino didn’t think twice before he grabbed the spare key to Ohno’s apartment from under the doormat and barged in. He settled on the couch to wait for Ohno when he realized that the genkan was not empty.
That in fact that the house wasn’t empty either. He didn’t need to open the door to Ohno’s room to find out that there was someone other than him tied to Ohno’s bed and Ohno on top of him.
The whimpered muffles of “Ohno-san” didn’t ring a bell, not until he pieced it with the glimpse of a very familiar pair of sneakers as he dashed out the apartment.
Nino still called Ohno the next day. His secretary informed him of three-day business trip.
Nino calls Toma for good measure. He doesn’t pick up.
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Sho figures that no matter how mature Jun tries to act; he’s still just a kid.
He’s innocent and naïve and insecure even though he looks anything but riding him like that.
Sho holds Jun’s hips to give him leverage, to make it easier for him. He’s tired Sho guesses from the way his legs tremble each time he picks himself up but instead of trying to reach his climax he talks.
“Isn’t it unfair of you?” He says as he’s panting horribly, he tries to relax but winces as he slides painfully deep onto Sho’s cock.
Sho tries to shush him but Jun only repeats his question until all he can whisper is ‘unfair’
Sho finally relents to Jun’s inappropriate wishes of a conversation, “Why?”
“You have a boyfriend-wince- who loves you and you’re here with me.”
“You have one too.”
Jun leans forward to kiss him, “Note the stress on love.”
Sho has actually thought about it before, but now he avoids the subject because he’s never been able to come up with sensible answers. He knows he just doesn’t want to leave Jun. But he can’t leave Aiba either, there’s a duty, a responsibility he has towards Aiba. But that’s not the only thing. He’s afraid of a possible regret if he leaves Aiba because he’s scared that he actually loves him; A love that doesn’t burn anymore from wear through time but existent still. He’s afraid his dormant love for Aiba would drown his life in regret and despair if he leaves him.
“What I wouldn’t do for a normal relationship.” Jun whispers to particularly no one and Sho clicks his tongue, this conversation weighing down their night together. He pushes Jun onto his back before proceeding to finish off what they started missionary style. Jun is an incoherent mess by the time they are done and curls up to him before promptly falling asleep.
But Jun’s words still echo in his mind. He had a normal relationship with Aiba for many years, until he started feeling restless. Jun came into the picture then. He wonders if at that time it wasn’t Jun whether it would be someone else.
It’s now that he realizes that yes he was being epically unfair to Jun, who was probably hoping Sho would fall in love with him. Sho knows even if he were to it wasn’t his love Jun was looking for.
Sho still asks Jun out to a date the next morning.
Jun declines.
He gives him a blowjob instead.
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Toma looks bitterly at the onsen Ohno drags him to on the third day of their so-called trip.
Toma would roam about the area they were staying in until Ohno would come back tired and frustrated and take it out on him.
The check Ohno writes him every night more than makes up for it though.
It’s a much more expensive place than where he had booked his own trip. The rooms have a private bath along with the huge public outdoor one.
Toma feels awkward as he enters into one room with Ohno. Ohno’s just his client and he doesn’t know what the deal is between him and Nino-sempai but it’s bringing him money and he doesn’t pry. It’s the first time he’ll be staying the night with him though and he’s nervous as he showers before stepping into the bath.
Ohno joins him a moment later and settles in an opposite corner. Ohno stretches and seems just about ready to fall asleep when Toma glides through the water towards him. Ohno grips his shoulders and pulls Toma slowly towards him. Toma wades through the water until his lips finds Ohno’s.
Ohno’s behaviour baffles Toma as the older male glides his hand slowly down his sides and winds them around his narrow waist. Toma’s awkward in Ohno’s embrace but his hands are trapped and Ohno’s face is buried into his neck and his hair tickles him uncomfortably.
Ohno’s body shivers against him and he doesn’t miss the soft sigh of ‘Kazu’ especially since it ghosts right past his right ear. Toma wonders what Ohno would think of him imagining he was Jun.
When Ohno presses his lips against him again he does.
Consequently they don’t have sex.
Cuddling with Ohno would be extremely, excruciatingly awkward but it isn’t because it’s not Ohno it’s Jun. He snuggles deeper into the arms enclosed around him.
Next morning he trashes the cheque Ohno leaves for him, he doesn’t tell him though.
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Toma comes back home tired and confused, emotions raging almost as wildly as his hormones and not ready to deal with the punch Nino-sempai throws at him.
But life isn’t fair and so he has to.
There are many questions sempai throws at him and accusations; he’s called a slut and a whore. Toma isn’t sure whether he should take insult or accept them as fact. Nino-sempai punches him again and offers him money to stay away from his Satoshi.
Toma has the audacity to chuckle, which earns him a shin to his stomach and as he’s wincing on the floor, rubbing the new bruise on his stomach he manages to slip it out.
“I stay with him because of his money. I’m his little play toy sempai.” It’s self deprecating and he’s cursing himself for it but Nino doesn’t care. He’s too immersed in his own problems as he rushes out the apartment.
Toma wonders if he’ll stop getting calls from Ohno now. He thinks resentfully how Ohno would be free from this mess if he does but Toma, Toma still needs to go down this path with him or someone else if not.
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“Is it possible to love two people at once?” Aiba asks over dinner one day.
“I don’t know really.”
“Oh that’s too bad then.” Aiba continues shoving rice down his throat and Sho chuckles at his messy partner, hands him a napkin.
“Is it possible to be with someone when you don’t love them?” Aiba’s next question almost chokes Sho. He’s acting weird and Sho is trying hard not to acknowledge it.
Sho coughs and replies, “It would be tough, right? Having to pretend all the time.”
Aiba nods his consent, “That’s right. It would be tough to pretend all the time.”
Aiba speaks in abstracts the whole night. When it got hard to ignore Aiba’s strange behaviour Sho stopped talking altogether.
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Toma’s snoring when the bell is ringing incessantly. He awakens with a start and realizes it isn’t his alarm and it isn’t 8am. No, if he was to belief the dark sky and his bedside clock it is 2.14 am and there’s someone still ringing his doorbell. He grabs a wooden spoon, the stainless steel frying pan too heavy while he’s practically falling asleep against the wall.
The ringing finally draws him to the door and he cracks it open sleepily to fall back onto the floor from the momentum of an odd weight throwing itself at him.
The odd weight clings to his neck and smells strongly of alcohol. So strong in fact that he’s choking and awake in a moment. He realizes the odd weight to be his hopelessly drunk boyfriend whispering nonsense into his skin.
Toma gathers him in his lap and tries to move around with him there. Not only is he heavy but he’s squirming around as well constantly trying to seek his lips out. Toma manages to sit up and kick the front door close. But Jun is still weighing him down, still trying to kiss him and he covers his lips with his hands in the hopes that Jun would crawl off once he realizes there’s nothing to kiss here.
But Jun only presses his lips to where Toma’s should have been, moving his lips against Toma’s fingers and finally with no other choice Toma pushes Jun off and scrambles up. Jun only follows as Toma tries to run, grabs his wrists and twists him around, pinning him to a wall.
Jun’s suddenly showcasing more power to his muscles; brought on no doubt because he’s angry at being pushed off. His muscle coordination is back and there is ferocity to how he gazes at Toma. Toma tries not to feel small as the smell of alcohol envelops him and he realizes that Jun is probably too drunk to see reason right now. Honestly, Toma is a little scared.
Toma stands still and waits till the grip on his arms relax before attempting to push Jun gently off him so that he doesn’t notice. But the grip steels itself and he’s pushed roughly against the wall again so that he hits his head and while he’s still dizzy Jun sucks the air out of his lungs, fusing their lips together with so much heat that Toma felt an odd burning sensation around his mouth.
Toma struggles increasingly alarmed at not being able to breath but Jun only traps his arms against his chest and pushes his hair away from his forehead before holding it firmly in his hand, Toma grunts out a desperate, “You smell bad.” But Jun only crashes their lips back together again.
Toma’s eyes are wide open and he sees Jun’s closed in concentration, can feel the slow movements of his body against his. Jun drags him to his own bedroom. Toma tries to pull back. But Jun’s mission is not thwarted as he’s pulling almost savagely on Toma’s wrist. Once inside he grabs a hold of both wrist to stop Toma from flailing and throws him onto the bed.
Toma has hardly recovered from the inertia when Jun is on top of him pinning him down. He traps Toma’s lower body immediately with his. Toma puts up a better fight before Jun has his arms pinned down too.
Jun attacks his neck and collarbones, leaves a wet trail upto his lips as Toma tries to move his head away from him. But Jun captures his lips soon and while Toma is busy with Jun’s face he locks Toma’s arms down with one arm using the other to undress him.
Toma’s resorted to pleading by the time Jun unbuttons his pants. Toma’s beseeching sobs go seemingly unheard by Jun at least until he has slender fingers wrapped around his shaft. Toma’s knees wobble against Jun’s thighs and Jun’s body goes slack on top of his.
“Why are you so very reluctant?” He feels Jun’s tears leaving wet trails along his chest.
Jun hasn’t let him go yet but Toma doesn’t struggle anymore. Knows he doesn’t need to. Toma doesn’t move even when Jun does.
Jun shuffles off him and to a corner of his bed, “It’s okay. He’s sniffling and probably wiping his tears. It’s okay because I have Sakurai.” Jun mumbles when sleep finally overcomes him
Toma finds a wet trail along his own cheeks and thinks dully how much more he needs to suffer for being poor.
Jun deserves better.
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“You hired a whore?”
Ohno looks up from his files with an expression of utter horror.
“Let me rephrase that, you hired MY KOUHAI as a whore? Is he even legal Satoshi?”
Ohno suppresses the urge to nod his head vigorously, looks down at his lap instead, “He needed the money.”
“And you’re doing charity?”
He’s still being stupid, he should have just nodded, “Sorry that was stupid of me.”
“Well duh.”
Nino clutches the bridge of his nose and takes a deep breath, “Is it worth asking why? Do I have the right to ask, Satoshi?”
Ohno nods, he wants to declare how he’s sorry and how Nino means everything to him but there’s a matter of whether Nino will believe him so he keeps shut instead, let’s Nino take the lead.
“Why Satoshi?”
“I missed you.” He replies simply.
Nino takes a deep breath as though trying to suppress his urge for violence, “If you think that telling me you thought about me while you were fucking his ass is going to flatter me you better think again.” Nino says slowly making sure Ohno gets everything he said loud and clear.
“I didn’t! He wasn’t you. No matter how hard I tried he never could be you.”
“Oh yeah? You took him on a trip you meant to take ME to.”
“Well...I said I tried.”
Nino just looks defeated, “Why Satoshi?”
“Because you’re never here!”
“And you’re my wife waiting for me at home, are you? Satoshi I can’t believe you said THAT! You’re a hell lot more busy than I am!”
“I just missed you.”
“And I just can’t trust you anymore.”
“I love you.”
“I love you too, Satoshi.”
Ohno closes his eyes, how did he mess this up? He’s such an idiot.
“I’m such an idiot.”
“Yes, yes you are. But Satoshi you’re already busy and I’ll just get even busier.”
“We’ll not meet for prolonged periods of time. I can’t worry all the time about your fidelity. Do you want this to end?”
“NO!”
“Neither do I.” Nino admitted quietly. There is a pregnant pause during which Nino groans in frustration, “Do something to win back my trust dammit!”
Ohno flips open his cellphone, makes sure Nino can see the screen then deletes Toma from his contacts. Nino looks disinterested.
“Move in with me.” Ohno had imagined a romantic dinner, lots of kissing and a bed somewhere in there and a Nino naked on it following this offer. But there is a pissed off looking Nino sitting beside him, fist at the ready.
“That’s a step in the right direction.”
Nino looks at him with a grimace.
Ohno pretends it’s a smile because right now he’s so full of hope everything seems bright.
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He finds Toma eating breakfast alone when he trudges out of his room the next day.
Waking up in Toma’s bed with a major hangover gives off signals of all sorts of apprehension.
Toma hands him two pills and a glass of water. Once his mind clears up to form thoughts other than, “Damn!Headache!”
He realizes that there are two mugs of coffee on the table and only one plate of breakfast that Toma is currently gulfing down.
Impending doom, there’s no room for apprehension now.
“Let’s break up.” Even though Jun’s been expecting it, it doesn’t fail to hit him like a landslide. He feels crumpled.
“Why?”
Toma takes a deep breath before fixing him the most serious expression, “Jun, I...I’m...I sell my body to pay for college.”
Light seems to dawn on actions Jun took to be Toma’s neglect but he still can’t see the point, “So?”
Toma makes a noise of frustration, “I’m a whore JUN! All people have to do is to pay me the right sum and I’ll spread my legs for them!”
“Wait. Are you...Do you...do you want me as...as a client?”
Toma makes a sound of utter disgust in the back of his throat, “JUN!” He shouts appalled, “OF COURSE NOT YOU MISERABLE BRAT!” He calms down after a little name-calling, “Jun I’m dirty. You can put a price on me, available to the general public. I...I can’t bear the thought of being a whore to you, Jun. I-
Toma takes a deep breath, “Despite what you did last night I love you.”
“Last night? What-what did I do.”
“You uh-you tried to-uh-force me.” Toma muttered embarrassed.
Jun’s eyes widened, “Wow. I’m sorry. Wow...so sorry. You must hate me.”
“I would have but then you confessed to be with Sakura-san and I thought it was unfair of me to tie you down and refuse you simultaneously, so let’s break up.”
“And what do I do with the fact that I love you after we break up?”
Toma clicks his tongue in exasperation, “How can you love me? Not when...not when I’ll get constantly marked by someone else. Because I just can’t quit Jun. I’ll never be able to pay for college otherwise and if you offer to pay for me I’ll...I’ll hit you.”
Jun advanced towards Toma, “It’s okay. I don’t care. Not as long as I’m the last one to mark you. Not as long as the whole world but me has to pay.”
Toma tries to protest as Jun sidles up to him and takes him into his arms but Jun only shushes him. And Toma blushes a bright shade of pink. For a whore, Toma’s pretty reserved. Jun nudges Toma’s nose with his and Toma refuses to look into his eyes. Toma closes his eyes shut with a shaky breath as Jun slowly fits their lips together.
The morning after Jun tries to rape him and confesses infidelity Toma has sex with him.
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Sho was on a cigarette break as Jun dangled his legs off the railing he was sitting on waiting for Toma to come meet him. He took the opportunity to tell Sho they couldn’t meet each other like that anymore.
Sho threw him a knowing smile before taking a particularly long contemplative drag, “Aiba left me.”
Jun stilled, feeling guilty. He got his happy ending but ruined Sho’s.
Sho hadn’t said it to spur on the feeling of guilt in him though; he realized that Sho was only stating fact.
“He got an offer to transfer to Africa. He always wanted to go to Africa.”
Jun caught on the hints of regret lacing Sho’s voice.
“We were dating for almost 7 years you know. In fact, I think we started when we were you’re age.”
Jun ducked his head in embarrassment.
“You grow stupider as you grow older, your brain cells die you know.” Sho chuckled emptily at his own joke.
“Do you love him?” It’s the first time Jun spoke after Sho’s little pity-filled confession.
“Now that he’s not here anymore? Now that his incessant giggling and annoying over-enthusiasm, his warmth and his stupidity isn’t here for me to take for granted anymore?”
Jun nods uncertainly.
“Head over heels.”
Toma’s figure looms over in the distance.
“Then you should wait. I think it’ll be worth it.” Jun syas before jumping off the railing.
Sho imagines Aiba’s huge-ass smile as he waves his hand enthusiastically at particularly nothing and thinks it’s already worth it.
He smiles at the way Jun prances up to his lover and hugs and kisses him.
Still a kid, he thinks fondly.
Pairing: JunMa, Sakuraiba, Ohmiya (main) and Sakumoto and TomaxOhno on the side (lots of action for the side pairings -_-)
Rating: nc-17
Warning: There is an ALMOST non-con issue in there You have been warned.
Disclaimer: Don't own.
Note: For camaronzin cause it's your prompt, your fic, your comm, please title it and I'm sorry I based it loosely off your prompts but it doesn't fit 100% but whatever it has porn and happy endings
Six lives, horribly intertwined equals to some serious fuck; literally and figuratively.
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Ohno groans as he slips inside. He pounds the slender body underneath his as the younger boy clutches at his neck.
Damn! He’s started thinking about Kazu, but it isn’t Kazu, that body isn’t Kazu’s, it’s longer, slimmer, more toned, muscular and completely and utterly wrong.
“Ohno-san” He whimpers scratching at his back and arching into his chest. That’s wrong too, with Kazu it’s ‘Oh-chan’.
Everything is wrong. Yet he’s here with this boy like he was yesterday and almost everyday since he’s met him.
Is it worth marking him? Ohno thinks as he mouths at his neck but then the boy clenches around him and Ohno bites down into the soft skin of his shoulder. Unconsciously he leaves a mark.
Ohno can’t think any longer though as the boy rocks against him urgently, bumping his cock against his stomach and taking him deeper into his ass. For someone he wasn’t sure was legal the first time they met he’s good, very good judging from the way Ohno a man ten years senior comes first.
The boy comes a second later. It doesn’t matter anymore, Ohno’s mission is accomplished anyway. They manage a soft kiss afterwards somehow as the boy wriggles from underneath him and Ohno is reminded again of how this isn’t Kazu.
The boy’s sultry gaze shifts from his face to the bedside drawer, he pulls up his pants before picking his cheque from inside the drawer, still pulling on his shirt as he slams the door shut; gone to be back until Ohno needs to vent his growing frustration with Kazu. Most probably tomorrow or the day after.
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“Tell me I’m sexy.”
“Ah...you’re sexy.” Sho mumbles into his neck, “And hot and wild and beautiful and so damn good.”
Jun smiles as he allows Sho’s fingers to violate him. That’s why he liked being with Sho, the guy was generous with compliments. It helped that he was incredibly hot and awesome in bed.
Yeah, that’s the way to do it Jun thinks as Sho digs in three fingers all at once. The chains on his neck jingle against each other as he thrashes on the bed. Sho sucks on them, the pendants making Jun want that mouth around his cock.
“Again.” Jun says and it’s impossible for Sho to comprehend exactly which of his previous actions Jun wants on repeat.
He says, ‘sexy’ and ‘damn hot’ again as Jun spreads is legs further. Turns out he did the right thing for once as Jun’s face erupts into a beautiful smile.
“You want me, right?”
Sho thinks that it’s the stupidest question ever. He’s put so much at stake just to be with Jun.
“What is there not to want about you?”
Sho repeats ‘sexy’ again for good measure as he pushes roughly inside.
“My boyfriend doesn’t want me.”
Sho stills inside Jun, though not for his incredibly tight heat. The words echo through his mind even after Jun pokes him out of his reverie and they fuck, quite literally like bunnies.
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“Sempai!”
Nino hits Toma upside the head, “Not Yet! Get accepted first. Not that you’ll have any troubles.”
Toma nods enthusiastically. “I’m happy you asked me out Nino-sempai.”
Nino gave him a long suffering look before breaking into a smile, “Fine, you can call me that. Make me feel all important in front of my boyfriend, okay?”
“Hai!”
Toma saw a man walk into the restaurant, looking tired and donning an expensive suit. He walked right up to them, hung his coat on the back of the chair and kissed Nino-sempai on the cheek.
“Satoshi meet Toma, he’s applied to my college, and you can guess why I am forced to give him special attention.”
“So you’ll be joining Kazu’s college.”
“If I can get the money, sir.”
“But if Kazu is giving you special attention you must be a star student or something.”
“He’s a triple-threat.”
Ohno made an ‘o’ before saying, “Then you should get a scholarship.”
“If there were any he would.” Nino replied from where he was checking out the menu.
Toma threw Ohno a sad smile.
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You need money, right?” Jun pushes Toma against a rusty old shelf and buries his face in his neck, takes in the sweet scent of the skin he wants to devour so much.
“That’s why you work all the time and can’t spend time with me. I have so much. Just take it. Take it and be with me.” Toma stills in his horror, the implications too horrid for him to bear, he pushes Jun’s curious lips away from his neck.
“I’m not your fucking whore!” He replies angrily before he’s storming out. Jun grabs Toma’s collar in a desperate attempt to stop him, “That’s not what I meant.”
He catches the purple and pink shades of a fading bruise as Toma’s collar slips across his shoulders. Toma hastily pulls it back up and goes back to stocking the aisles.
Jun kicks the rusty shelf in his frustration. A few dusty cans fall off but he can hardly care. He storms out of the cursed combini dialling a number furiously.
There is a click as the line connects.
“Sho? When can you meet me?”
“No Jun, it’s Masaki,” A weary voice replies, “Probably in about an hour. He’s showering.”
Jun hangs up.
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“I love you Masaki.”
“Un.” Aiba nods as Sho kisses his cheek, “Will you be back tonight?”
“No.”
“Okay.” Sho’s glad Aiba doesn’t question him. Aiba rarely questions him anymore. Maybe he’s too busy to. Maybe it doesn’t matter to him or maybe Sho thinks with a pang of guilt that he trusts him.
Sho turns from the doorway and grabs Aiba’s waist, pulls him into a searing kiss. Moving his lips furiously against Aiba’s who makes a strangled sound at the back of his throat.
Aiba’s pecking at his lips, panting, holding him close.
“Stay with me.” Aiba sounds so broken that it hits Sho like a sudden wave.
“Cancel your meetings and stay tonight.” Aiba hooks a leg around Sho’s waist.
Sho does, at the expense of a skull-shaped bruise on his cheeks, Sho stays with Aiba that night.
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“Kazu?”
“Ah. Ohno-san? Ninomiya-san is filming at the moment and he’ll have rehearsals the whole day too. I think you have a higher chance of reaching him tomorrow.”
Ohno hung up in frustration. He threw the phone to the ground, frustrated. This was the third day he was being ignored. Dammit, he was busy too, Kazu could call him sometime!
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“You ditched me!” Jun jabbed Sho as he said it.
Clutching his smarting jaw Sho apologized again.
“I don’t need another failing relationship! I thought we were there for each other! Something about empathizing?”
Sho sighed, “My boyfriend loves me.”
“Oh great, and you realize that now! So what? We don’t empathize anymore?” Jun swiped his hands across the paper.
Sho could do without a scene in his office, “Please Jun, not here. I’ll meet you at your apartment after I’m done.”
“I’ll wait up for you like a little housewife, right? Bastard.” Jun seethed.
“Jun, you knew I have a boyfriend and you also know that I can’t afford this here and you also know that I...I...I care. I’ll come by, please Jun understand.” When Jun huffed off Sho felt relieved he felt like it would be nothing he can’t handle. Maybe he should buy a necklace for him on his way back.
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“I’m sorry for not being available these past few days, Satoshi. I have to attend parties like crazy. Networking is such a pain in the ass.”
“It’s okay.” Ohno coos at his beloved and pulls him against his body. Nino climbs up into his lap and settles there with dinner and Ohno steals food off his plate to annoy him but mostly to just get his Kazu annoyed enough to feed him. Sometimes Kazu would give him a kiss for eating all those yucky vegetables and Ohno’s started to love them for it.
Sometimes, at times like these, Kazu kisses him just because he feels like it and Ohno loves those unexpected kisses too.
“Kazu?” He calls out softly, a little tense. He finds himself unable to outright ask him so he fishes in his pockets for his little gift. “You have spring break right? You should take a break” He says as he nervously hands Kazu the two tickets to Hawaii.
However scared he was, he didn’t expect Kazu to suddenly scramble out of his embrace looking absolutely appalled.
“Why do you keep doing this?”
“What?”
“Making plans without telling me? Then you get all disappointed and pout and are difficult and I have to take all that shit!”
“It was a surprise.” Ohno was stunned Nino reacted this way.
Nino glared at Ohno for a while before his features softened at the look of utter bewilderment on his face. He plopped down on the sofa beside him, keeping a respectable distance.
“I’m tired.” Was all he said as he stuffed the tickets back into Ohno’s pockets.
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
Nino’s already fallen asleep.
Ohno pats his pockets forlornly.
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Jun comes home to a lavish dinner and a nervous, apologetic Toma.
Toma twists the apron nervously in between his fingers and Jun forgives him right then, even before the verbal confirmation follows.
He hugs Toma, rakes his fingers through his hair nervously before Toma leans in to kiss him.
It’s a kiss and nothing else. Jun has had enough of trying to make their intimacy lead to someplace but it never goes anywhere worth visiting since Toma doesn’t want to. Jun hopes secretly that Toma would want to someday.
But at least today he doesn’t and that’s enough to dim Jun’s optimism as he follows Toma to the dining table set for two, candles and rose petals and everything.
Jun’s irritation at the rose petals dissipate as they cushion his fingers intertwined with Toma’s as the latter recounts of his school, work, regular customers and all the weird combination of stuff people seem to purchase from there.
Jun laughs when he is supposed to. He is glad things are back to normal. He’s glad Toma’s found time out for him. In fact he should apologize for having been demanding, Toma’s working hard for his dream. Jun’s never had any, never needed any so he didn’t know the feeling but the way Toma’s eyes shined whenever he talked about his dream college Jun thinks it might be just worth it having a dream.
They wash the dishes together, fool around and create a bigger mess. They are giggling and shoving shoulders playfully when they finally plop down on the couch. Jun winds an arm around Toma’s shoulder, kisses his cheek and Toma clasps their hands together.
It fits beautifully.
The bell rings and Toma breaks their comfortable moulding to answer it.
Jun’s heart palpitates once he sees Sho trailing after Toma and into the living room.
“Jun-chan, there’s a Sakurai-san here for you.”
Sho bows and Jun remembers to wipe the stricken look off his face and bows back. He’s just remembered Sho was supposed to visit.
He kept his promise, his heart softens.
Toma’s phone rings and he kisses Jun, a little long by Toma’s standards before he slings his backpack over his shoulder and leaves the apartment.
Sho strides over to the sofa in seconds before collecting Jun into his arms. Jun squirms a little, Sho understands it’s from guilt but he settles down soon and Sho finally kisses him.
“Would you have let me stay if he decided to spend the night?”
“I get your point. No need to rub it in.”
“I got you a present.” Jun’s foul mood and lingering anger all vanished in thin air as he bounced in happiness as Sho brought out a long jewellery box from inside his coat.
Jun squealed when a slivering silver chain followed Sho’s fingers out the box and he crooned his neck out to allow Sho to clasp it around his neck. The simple black pendant dangled proudly from the silver chain and Jun kissed Sho as thank you.
Sho pet his hair as welcome before kissing him again.
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Aiba is checking test scripts. He scribbles off a tick he’s just put over a wrong answer and proceeds to draw a very large angry cross instead.
He looks at the kid’s test script he just sort of messed up and draws a smiley for him in his guilt.
Sho called to cancel their date today.
He gave a pretty good excuse.
Aiba wished he didn’t know better than to believe it.
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“Ohno-san?”
“You’re going on a trip.”
“I am?”
“Yes, with me.”
“But..but I-
“You have break and I need a companion. I’ll be mostly busy during the days meeting up with a client and you can have those times all to yourself. Trip’s on me.”
“But-
“You’ll get paid for your services of course.”
“But-
“I have your tickets, take them when you come over tomorrow night”
Ohno hung up.
Toma crumpled the onsen passes he had meant to give Jun and threw them into the bin.
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He tried calling Ohno that day but his calls went unanswered.
Today must be the day for Ohno to be busy. Nino sighed. Why didn’t their schedules match?
He decided to give him a house call. He could wait up if Ohno wasn’t there
Nino wasn’t exactly proud of how he had reacted to Ohno’s little gift.
He figured if Ohno was too tired for wild, hot sex then he’d at least appreciate a massage.
Nino didn’t think twice before he grabbed the spare key to Ohno’s apartment from under the doormat and barged in. He settled on the couch to wait for Ohno when he realized that the genkan was not empty.
That in fact that the house wasn’t empty either. He didn’t need to open the door to Ohno’s room to find out that there was someone other than him tied to Ohno’s bed and Ohno on top of him.
The whimpered muffles of “Ohno-san” didn’t ring a bell, not until he pieced it with the glimpse of a very familiar pair of sneakers as he dashed out the apartment.
Nino still called Ohno the next day. His secretary informed him of three-day business trip.
Nino calls Toma for good measure. He doesn’t pick up.
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Sho figures that no matter how mature Jun tries to act; he’s still just a kid.
He’s innocent and naïve and insecure even though he looks anything but riding him like that.
Sho holds Jun’s hips to give him leverage, to make it easier for him. He’s tired Sho guesses from the way his legs tremble each time he picks himself up but instead of trying to reach his climax he talks.
“Isn’t it unfair of you?” He says as he’s panting horribly, he tries to relax but winces as he slides painfully deep onto Sho’s cock.
Sho tries to shush him but Jun only repeats his question until all he can whisper is ‘unfair’
Sho finally relents to Jun’s inappropriate wishes of a conversation, “Why?”
“You have a boyfriend-wince- who loves you and you’re here with me.”
“You have one too.”
Jun leans forward to kiss him, “Note the stress on love.”
Sho has actually thought about it before, but now he avoids the subject because he’s never been able to come up with sensible answers. He knows he just doesn’t want to leave Jun. But he can’t leave Aiba either, there’s a duty, a responsibility he has towards Aiba. But that’s not the only thing. He’s afraid of a possible regret if he leaves Aiba because he’s scared that he actually loves him; A love that doesn’t burn anymore from wear through time but existent still. He’s afraid his dormant love for Aiba would drown his life in regret and despair if he leaves him.
“What I wouldn’t do for a normal relationship.” Jun whispers to particularly no one and Sho clicks his tongue, this conversation weighing down their night together. He pushes Jun onto his back before proceeding to finish off what they started missionary style. Jun is an incoherent mess by the time they are done and curls up to him before promptly falling asleep.
But Jun’s words still echo in his mind. He had a normal relationship with Aiba for many years, until he started feeling restless. Jun came into the picture then. He wonders if at that time it wasn’t Jun whether it would be someone else.
It’s now that he realizes that yes he was being epically unfair to Jun, who was probably hoping Sho would fall in love with him. Sho knows even if he were to it wasn’t his love Jun was looking for.
Sho still asks Jun out to a date the next morning.
Jun declines.
He gives him a blowjob instead.
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Toma looks bitterly at the onsen Ohno drags him to on the third day of their so-called trip.
Toma would roam about the area they were staying in until Ohno would come back tired and frustrated and take it out on him.
The check Ohno writes him every night more than makes up for it though.
It’s a much more expensive place than where he had booked his own trip. The rooms have a private bath along with the huge public outdoor one.
Toma feels awkward as he enters into one room with Ohno. Ohno’s just his client and he doesn’t know what the deal is between him and Nino-sempai but it’s bringing him money and he doesn’t pry. It’s the first time he’ll be staying the night with him though and he’s nervous as he showers before stepping into the bath.
Ohno joins him a moment later and settles in an opposite corner. Ohno stretches and seems just about ready to fall asleep when Toma glides through the water towards him. Ohno grips his shoulders and pulls Toma slowly towards him. Toma wades through the water until his lips finds Ohno’s.
Ohno’s behaviour baffles Toma as the older male glides his hand slowly down his sides and winds them around his narrow waist. Toma’s awkward in Ohno’s embrace but his hands are trapped and Ohno’s face is buried into his neck and his hair tickles him uncomfortably.
Ohno’s body shivers against him and he doesn’t miss the soft sigh of ‘Kazu’ especially since it ghosts right past his right ear. Toma wonders what Ohno would think of him imagining he was Jun.
When Ohno presses his lips against him again he does.
Consequently they don’t have sex.
Cuddling with Ohno would be extremely, excruciatingly awkward but it isn’t because it’s not Ohno it’s Jun. He snuggles deeper into the arms enclosed around him.
Next morning he trashes the cheque Ohno leaves for him, he doesn’t tell him though.
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Toma comes back home tired and confused, emotions raging almost as wildly as his hormones and not ready to deal with the punch Nino-sempai throws at him.
But life isn’t fair and so he has to.
There are many questions sempai throws at him and accusations; he’s called a slut and a whore. Toma isn’t sure whether he should take insult or accept them as fact. Nino-sempai punches him again and offers him money to stay away from his Satoshi.
Toma has the audacity to chuckle, which earns him a shin to his stomach and as he’s wincing on the floor, rubbing the new bruise on his stomach he manages to slip it out.
“I stay with him because of his money. I’m his little play toy sempai.” It’s self deprecating and he’s cursing himself for it but Nino doesn’t care. He’s too immersed in his own problems as he rushes out the apartment.
Toma wonders if he’ll stop getting calls from Ohno now. He thinks resentfully how Ohno would be free from this mess if he does but Toma, Toma still needs to go down this path with him or someone else if not.
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“Is it possible to love two people at once?” Aiba asks over dinner one day.
“I don’t know really.”
“Oh that’s too bad then.” Aiba continues shoving rice down his throat and Sho chuckles at his messy partner, hands him a napkin.
“Is it possible to be with someone when you don’t love them?” Aiba’s next question almost chokes Sho. He’s acting weird and Sho is trying hard not to acknowledge it.
Sho coughs and replies, “It would be tough, right? Having to pretend all the time.”
Aiba nods his consent, “That’s right. It would be tough to pretend all the time.”
Aiba speaks in abstracts the whole night. When it got hard to ignore Aiba’s strange behaviour Sho stopped talking altogether.
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Toma’s snoring when the bell is ringing incessantly. He awakens with a start and realizes it isn’t his alarm and it isn’t 8am. No, if he was to belief the dark sky and his bedside clock it is 2.14 am and there’s someone still ringing his doorbell. He grabs a wooden spoon, the stainless steel frying pan too heavy while he’s practically falling asleep against the wall.
The ringing finally draws him to the door and he cracks it open sleepily to fall back onto the floor from the momentum of an odd weight throwing itself at him.
The odd weight clings to his neck and smells strongly of alcohol. So strong in fact that he’s choking and awake in a moment. He realizes the odd weight to be his hopelessly drunk boyfriend whispering nonsense into his skin.
Toma gathers him in his lap and tries to move around with him there. Not only is he heavy but he’s squirming around as well constantly trying to seek his lips out. Toma manages to sit up and kick the front door close. But Jun is still weighing him down, still trying to kiss him and he covers his lips with his hands in the hopes that Jun would crawl off once he realizes there’s nothing to kiss here.
But Jun only presses his lips to where Toma’s should have been, moving his lips against Toma’s fingers and finally with no other choice Toma pushes Jun off and scrambles up. Jun only follows as Toma tries to run, grabs his wrists and twists him around, pinning him to a wall.
Jun’s suddenly showcasing more power to his muscles; brought on no doubt because he’s angry at being pushed off. His muscle coordination is back and there is ferocity to how he gazes at Toma. Toma tries not to feel small as the smell of alcohol envelops him and he realizes that Jun is probably too drunk to see reason right now. Honestly, Toma is a little scared.
Toma stands still and waits till the grip on his arms relax before attempting to push Jun gently off him so that he doesn’t notice. But the grip steels itself and he’s pushed roughly against the wall again so that he hits his head and while he’s still dizzy Jun sucks the air out of his lungs, fusing their lips together with so much heat that Toma felt an odd burning sensation around his mouth.
Toma struggles increasingly alarmed at not being able to breath but Jun only traps his arms against his chest and pushes his hair away from his forehead before holding it firmly in his hand, Toma grunts out a desperate, “You smell bad.” But Jun only crashes their lips back together again.
Toma’s eyes are wide open and he sees Jun’s closed in concentration, can feel the slow movements of his body against his. Jun drags him to his own bedroom. Toma tries to pull back. But Jun’s mission is not thwarted as he’s pulling almost savagely on Toma’s wrist. Once inside he grabs a hold of both wrist to stop Toma from flailing and throws him onto the bed.
Toma has hardly recovered from the inertia when Jun is on top of him pinning him down. He traps Toma’s lower body immediately with his. Toma puts up a better fight before Jun has his arms pinned down too.
Jun attacks his neck and collarbones, leaves a wet trail upto his lips as Toma tries to move his head away from him. But Jun captures his lips soon and while Toma is busy with Jun’s face he locks Toma’s arms down with one arm using the other to undress him.
Toma’s resorted to pleading by the time Jun unbuttons his pants. Toma’s beseeching sobs go seemingly unheard by Jun at least until he has slender fingers wrapped around his shaft. Toma’s knees wobble against Jun’s thighs and Jun’s body goes slack on top of his.
“Why are you so very reluctant?” He feels Jun’s tears leaving wet trails along his chest.
Jun hasn’t let him go yet but Toma doesn’t struggle anymore. Knows he doesn’t need to. Toma doesn’t move even when Jun does.
Jun shuffles off him and to a corner of his bed, “It’s okay. He’s sniffling and probably wiping his tears. It’s okay because I have Sakurai.” Jun mumbles when sleep finally overcomes him
Toma finds a wet trail along his own cheeks and thinks dully how much more he needs to suffer for being poor.
Jun deserves better.
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“You hired a whore?”
Ohno looks up from his files with an expression of utter horror.
“Let me rephrase that, you hired MY KOUHAI as a whore? Is he even legal Satoshi?”
Ohno suppresses the urge to nod his head vigorously, looks down at his lap instead, “He needed the money.”
“And you’re doing charity?”
He’s still being stupid, he should have just nodded, “Sorry that was stupid of me.”
“Well duh.”
Nino clutches the bridge of his nose and takes a deep breath, “Is it worth asking why? Do I have the right to ask, Satoshi?”
Ohno nods, he wants to declare how he’s sorry and how Nino means everything to him but there’s a matter of whether Nino will believe him so he keeps shut instead, let’s Nino take the lead.
“Why Satoshi?”
“I missed you.” He replies simply.
Nino takes a deep breath as though trying to suppress his urge for violence, “If you think that telling me you thought about me while you were fucking his ass is going to flatter me you better think again.” Nino says slowly making sure Ohno gets everything he said loud and clear.
“I didn’t! He wasn’t you. No matter how hard I tried he never could be you.”
“Oh yeah? You took him on a trip you meant to take ME to.”
“Well...I said I tried.”
Nino just looks defeated, “Why Satoshi?”
“Because you’re never here!”
“And you’re my wife waiting for me at home, are you? Satoshi I can’t believe you said THAT! You’re a hell lot more busy than I am!”
“I just missed you.”
“And I just can’t trust you anymore.”
“I love you.”
“I love you too, Satoshi.”
Ohno closes his eyes, how did he mess this up? He’s such an idiot.
“I’m such an idiot.”
“Yes, yes you are. But Satoshi you’re already busy and I’ll just get even busier.”
“We’ll not meet for prolonged periods of time. I can’t worry all the time about your fidelity. Do you want this to end?”
“NO!”
“Neither do I.” Nino admitted quietly. There is a pregnant pause during which Nino groans in frustration, “Do something to win back my trust dammit!”
Ohno flips open his cellphone, makes sure Nino can see the screen then deletes Toma from his contacts. Nino looks disinterested.
“Move in with me.” Ohno had imagined a romantic dinner, lots of kissing and a bed somewhere in there and a Nino naked on it following this offer. But there is a pissed off looking Nino sitting beside him, fist at the ready.
“That’s a step in the right direction.”
Nino looks at him with a grimace.
Ohno pretends it’s a smile because right now he’s so full of hope everything seems bright.
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He finds Toma eating breakfast alone when he trudges out of his room the next day.
Waking up in Toma’s bed with a major hangover gives off signals of all sorts of apprehension.
Toma hands him two pills and a glass of water. Once his mind clears up to form thoughts other than, “Damn!Headache!”
He realizes that there are two mugs of coffee on the table and only one plate of breakfast that Toma is currently gulfing down.
Impending doom, there’s no room for apprehension now.
“Let’s break up.” Even though Jun’s been expecting it, it doesn’t fail to hit him like a landslide. He feels crumpled.
“Why?”
Toma takes a deep breath before fixing him the most serious expression, “Jun, I...I’m...I sell my body to pay for college.”
Light seems to dawn on actions Jun took to be Toma’s neglect but he still can’t see the point, “So?”
Toma makes a noise of frustration, “I’m a whore JUN! All people have to do is to pay me the right sum and I’ll spread my legs for them!”
“Wait. Are you...Do you...do you want me as...as a client?”
Toma makes a sound of utter disgust in the back of his throat, “JUN!” He shouts appalled, “OF COURSE NOT YOU MISERABLE BRAT!” He calms down after a little name-calling, “Jun I’m dirty. You can put a price on me, available to the general public. I...I can’t bear the thought of being a whore to you, Jun. I-
Toma takes a deep breath, “Despite what you did last night I love you.”
“Last night? What-what did I do.”
“You uh-you tried to-uh-force me.” Toma muttered embarrassed.
Jun’s eyes widened, “Wow. I’m sorry. Wow...so sorry. You must hate me.”
“I would have but then you confessed to be with Sakura-san and I thought it was unfair of me to tie you down and refuse you simultaneously, so let’s break up.”
“And what do I do with the fact that I love you after we break up?”
Toma clicks his tongue in exasperation, “How can you love me? Not when...not when I’ll get constantly marked by someone else. Because I just can’t quit Jun. I’ll never be able to pay for college otherwise and if you offer to pay for me I’ll...I’ll hit you.”
Jun advanced towards Toma, “It’s okay. I don’t care. Not as long as I’m the last one to mark you. Not as long as the whole world but me has to pay.”
Toma tries to protest as Jun sidles up to him and takes him into his arms but Jun only shushes him. And Toma blushes a bright shade of pink. For a whore, Toma’s pretty reserved. Jun nudges Toma’s nose with his and Toma refuses to look into his eyes. Toma closes his eyes shut with a shaky breath as Jun slowly fits their lips together.
The morning after Jun tries to rape him and confesses infidelity Toma has sex with him.
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Sho was on a cigarette break as Jun dangled his legs off the railing he was sitting on waiting for Toma to come meet him. He took the opportunity to tell Sho they couldn’t meet each other like that anymore.
Sho threw him a knowing smile before taking a particularly long contemplative drag, “Aiba left me.”
Jun stilled, feeling guilty. He got his happy ending but ruined Sho’s.
Sho hadn’t said it to spur on the feeling of guilt in him though; he realized that Sho was only stating fact.
“He got an offer to transfer to Africa. He always wanted to go to Africa.”
Jun caught on the hints of regret lacing Sho’s voice.
“We were dating for almost 7 years you know. In fact, I think we started when we were you’re age.”
Jun ducked his head in embarrassment.
“You grow stupider as you grow older, your brain cells die you know.” Sho chuckled emptily at his own joke.
“Do you love him?” It’s the first time Jun spoke after Sho’s little pity-filled confession.
“Now that he’s not here anymore? Now that his incessant giggling and annoying over-enthusiasm, his warmth and his stupidity isn’t here for me to take for granted anymore?”
Jun nods uncertainly.
“Head over heels.”
Toma’s figure looms over in the distance.
“Then you should wait. I think it’ll be worth it.” Jun syas before jumping off the railing.
Sho imagines Aiba’s huge-ass smile as he waves his hand enthusiastically at particularly nothing and thinks it’s already worth it.
He smiles at the way Jun prances up to his lover and hugs and kisses him.
Still a kid, he thinks fondly.