and he "wants me back ( Read more... )

this is me emotionally drained and not wanting to deal with anything. i just want everything to go away and pretend like nothing ever happened. im so numb and still on the verge of tears when i think about what just happened. it cant be real. if i go to sleep will it go away? how long will i be sad for? when will i not be disgusted? when will i ( Read more... )

i feel so much closer to my brother. i love him sooo much. i dont know what i would do without him. He puts a lot of things in perspective for me and I know i can trust him even when i think he will nark me out. he wont. he said to have the douche bag call him and he'll show him and ja rule whats up. he wont let anything bad happen to me ever again ( Read more... )

how could someone who "loves me" care so little about me?

that was just what i needed to forget about you forever. and this time i mean it.

i don't want to deal with this.

( this is me waiting for my sandwich )

this is me scared of being happy.

=)

*parrot bay
*sharing giant shots ( Read more... )

( Drunken Blue Balls Like Whoa )

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