I hate livejournal.

I need to figure out how to stop being such an angry bitch to my mom. She wants to send me back to the doctor to figure out why I get so mad ( Read more... )

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what am i doing?

what the fuck am i doing?

i can't even think clearly enough to write something worth reading
i'm so angry
telling me to control myself only makes me more angry
you try and control this
you have no idea
i don't care if you think you do
leave me the fuck alone

it's always best if you stay away from me

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it shouldn't take hurting someone you love to stop a bad habit

i feel like such a failure

but i'm just
too
scared
to do it