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3 more days
Vacation. A real worries free seeing friends and family vacation. No jacko (although I'm going to be a worried mother about him boarded up at petsmart, but I know thy will take care of him), no school!!!!!, and no work for Joe. No messy apartment. God I can't wait. I'm dreading the rest of today and tomorrow and Wednesday because of my finals. ( Read more... ) -
3 more days
Vacation. A real worries free seeing friends and family vacation. No jacko (although I'm going to be a worried mother about him boarded up at petsmart, but I know thy will take care of him), no school!!!!!, and no work for Joe. No messy apartment. God I can't wait. I'm dreading the rest of today and tomorrow and Wednesday because of my finals. ( Read more... ) -
Flush my worries down the drain
I moved from the shaded bench to one outside the room my next class was in. The sun hit me full on and it suddenly felt like it was a full fledged summer day. El Cajon is inland from San Diego and Grossmont is beautifully set where the mountains begin to form. No matter what time of day, regardless of the time of year, you look around at the edge ( Read more... ) -
Love, love, love..
I want to hold your hand ( Read more... ) -
Why
Someone I once worked with asked me one night why I thought people cheated on their significant other (or any situation similar where someone gets played). I told her it was funny she asked because i was in a situation where that was going on, but I wasn't the one being cheated on, I was the cheater. And I told her I didn't know why, and there was ( Read more... ) -
Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas everyone. It's been great to be home, and to not be sick and have all the family and not have to worry about Jack. He's being so good here, even after a horrible plane ride east. He's actually getting ten times more attention here than in San Diego lol. I'll try to be better, he's going to feel deprived after Tuesday ( Read more... ) -
puffy eyed
I finally had these are my real issues talk with my dad. it was awful. I cried most of it. I feel like I'm just letting him down, but of course after everything he still says, I'm so proud of you. He knows that things are more difficult for me than my sisters, and I hate that, because I feel like it shouldn't be, but it really is. the timing was ( Read more... ) -
everything around is spiraling out of control
but you're right there in the middle of it all, perfectly still.
School is going horrible, mainly because its just so much easier to not go, and deal with the guilt and reprocussions after. Especially this one class, and I don't know why. I think this is my last semester at state, but I know my dad would be truly disappointed in me if I dropped ( Read more... ) -
four furry friends
And I'm back to the posting on livejournal as a procrastination to writing my english paper. Hah. It's never going to end.
Chloe and I are almost fully moved into the new house. It's been a very stressful move, much worse than moving into the apartment. That's for a few reasons. One, we have dogs now, and they need to be looked after and given ( Read more... ) -
I think I'm in love
Oh wait, I am ( Read more... )