and apart. I feel like I'm going no where. I've lost everything, literally. My wallet has disappeared with every important information about me besides my social security card and passport. And Ralph's is being gay every time I call to see if it's been turned in. Aaand I'm leaving to go home in 25 minutes. So my identity is lost in North Hollywood ( Read more... )

 I got here three and a half hours ago. I can already tell it's going to be the longest week of my life. There's already been ambulances, puking, drinking, smoking, clubbing, etc. It's funny actually. I've seen the drama that will amount to this week, and I am going to stay out of it. I can also see that I will probably be without a bed for my stay ( Read more... )

 I figured it probably isn't worth it to try to sleep for a mere hour, even if I'm going to need a little extra energy today. I'm finally putting good use to my board. Oh how I miss the mountains, and the snow. It's hard to remember snow actually exists, especially when it's sunny and 70, with a bit of a breeze ( Read more... )

I could get used to the dark. I could get used to the blue hint in the night sky, reflecting the lights from downtown. I couldn't get used to how few stars were able to overcome the city's glow. I enjoyed my solitude, absorbing my surroundings. I focused on the shadows that shied around me, only forming from the lights on the side of the building. ( Read more... )

As much as I blame it on my environment, I know it's just me. Lazy, unmotivated, slacker me. I do hope that a different environment will make a difference next year, but a house equals house parties. Freedom to really do whatever. I'm wicked excited though. I've wanted it for years now. A place to call home, a place to call my own. Somewhere new, ( Read more... )

and here we are again. Second semester, first semester take two. I'm back in the common room trying to write a paper, trying to stay awake, thinking about the two tests i have today, and my Italian homework, and all I want to do is sleep. I'm on my third energy drink, and I've got a starbucks double shot waiting for me. It's quiet on the floor for ( Read more... )

but I never thought it would actually feel like it.

Her eyes filled with blood ( Read more... )

Things are going well. I like my classes. I've been to most of them so far. Missed some yesterday cuz I'm getting sick. But not my normal wipe-me-out sick. At least not yet. I have my first italian test tomorrow. I feel like I never have time to do homework, but mostly because I feel like I can't always control how I spend my free time. Chloe and I ( Read more... )

Or jumping off a building.. which ever way you look at it ( Read more... )