so yeah, im going out with friends to the joint Sonar/Talking head thing for new years eve, and i must say, im sorta not looking foward to it. the going out to drink and dance thing kinda bores the living dogshit out of me sometimes. in a small intimate place with friends its great! just go thrash around and loose your mind, but at a huge place ( Read more... )

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so yeah, the dude from pantera got shot in the ass on stage. Now he's dead

yknow, first there was Iggy doin crazy shit on stage, then GG Allin came along and outdid him, now this.
next up, spontaneous human combustion!
hopefully someone will bootleg that as well.

so two times tonight i got this feeling. once at work, once at the ottobar with friends. both times i was surrounded by people of all ages and types, some who love me. and here's the thing, i felt INCREDIBLY fucking alone! like that hard crushing lonliness that makes your throat hurt. it actually makes you long for a moment with family you haven't ( Read more... )

these are words that run thru my head all day while dealing with bagels and pasteries at work, enjoy ( Read more... )

so yeah, reading me friends page and it seems that conversations about 20-somethings, and the pains associated with love, are abound ( Read more... )

big ups to Maria for sewing up my head!

      caligula is lovebrought to you by the isLove Generatorhmm, I don't understand this thing, but I like those results ( Read more... )

so yeah, I dont even feel like calling myself an "Artist" right now cuz im not doin SHITE! the only way i can explain the feeling of a creative block is that it's psychological, emotional, and spiritual constipation. tons of vices and temptations don't help either; "should I try to do a painting, or just sit and watch a sex fiend dvd and smoke my ( Read more... )

Here's what I got, I always thought I was more like my moon..
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