Cause I don't think that you know that you know what you've been missin'...

[thslovissuicide]

I really don't know what's wrong with all these people. It seems like alot of people are getting mad at me because i'm moving. IS IT THAT WRONG TO WANT A CHANCE AT A BETTER LIFE? Don't get me wrong, I love my friends with all of my heart...and yeah it hurts to leave them but wtf...I need to do this for myself

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[glamxcorexkills]

please...dont say that.

[dont_be_a_hero]

Ha. As sad as it is. You should go.

I love you. I'll miss you, and to be absolutely honest i want you to go.

And just like you said, soon enough we will care less whether you come back or not, and your right. Because more then half the kids you think are your friends are not "true friends".

... and jessica, i hate to say it. But me and you are not true friends. I hate to put the blame on you, but since the beginning of our relationship i constantly tried to get close to you and be your "true friend". But you just told me i was smothering you, and annoying you.

Thus... i gave up.

Im sorry you have to leave everyone in this way. But i guess its alot easier to leave in this way, then in any other way.

-Have fun in texas, and treat your friends there right.
Make them "true"

I love you, and if its possible, i will keep in touch.

[dont_be_a_hero]

You broke alot of hearts in North Carolina.

Try not to do the same in Texas.

[glamxcorexkills]

Jesus Matt. do you have to go there.?

[dont_be_a_hero]

One more thing.

Dont be a straight edge asshole.
Like that one time you took my clove and smashed in on the ground at jills party.

Thats was not cool.
I respect your wanting to be straight-edge,
so respect my wanting to intoxicate myself.

[anonymous]

ok, i don't know jessica (i think that's your name) or anyone else because i found this journal randomly through hotemokids (no i'm not in it) but i think it's pretty fucked up that all of you can sit there and claim to be this girl's friend and care about her and then wish her dead and not want the best for her. friendship isn't about getting your way, it's about wanting the other person to have the best they can and being genuinely happy for them throughout all their circumstances, even if it means you're hurt. you want the best for your true friends, that's it, period. i can understand everyone's upset that she's leaving, but instead of making her leave on a bad note, you should try to value whatever time is left and make her want to come back. it seems that everyone else is being selfish (except that one chick up there, shelby i think her name is) and putting their own feelings before jessica's and that isn't fair to anyone. as for the comments like "i hope your plane blows up", shit like that comes back to bite you in the ass.

[dont_be_a_hero]

its funny how you (diana) no nothing about jessica or her relationships with her friends/love lives. So saying that its all fucked up is extremely ignorant and just plain retarded.

Love.

[anonymous]

everything i said is just common sense if youre truly a friend to someone.

[dont_be_a_hero]

your an idiot

[anonymous]

oh and to jessica, try not to take everything people have said to heart. people say a lot of screwed up things when they're upset. best of luck in texas.

-diana

[anonymous]

Could you have handled this worst? Try not to fuck things up in Texas, you're getting another chance, you've had so many already though. You don't understand how much damage you cause people, with your lack of respect and your lack of devotion. Please, for the sack of hearts everywhere, try to care more. Try to understand how much you mean to people and don't lead them on. You brought hate upon the people who cared about you more than anything, they'll miss you, don't think they won't, it's just now they'll have a bad image of you before you leave. Goodbye.

[anonymous]

sake*