i'm not happy but i pretend to be. i want everyone to think that i'm ok when all i want is for someone to hold me while i sleep just so i know that i am loved.
I pretend I'm happy so no one will know how weak I am and how vulnerable I feel. I'm not sure I'm in love with him anymore and it hurts to think that. Maybe I'm just attached.
Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can't move Awake but cannot open my eyes And the weight is crushing down on my lungs I know I can't breathe And hope someone will save me this time
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My worst fear is leaving them behind, but I can't wait to get out of here.
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Awake but cannot open my eyes
And the weight is crushing down on my lungs
I know I can't breathe
And hope someone will save me this time
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